Peaceful life =)

i am troublesome.. =b

2008-11-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

DAT'S ALL!

搬家了

2008-10-31T21:02:00.006+08:00

Hehe..

If i forgot to invite u, i'm sry...

Send me ur email ok..

=)

omg..

2008-10-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

i gt a news..

workin in aviva is gd..in 1mth's time..i gained 1.5kg..no wonder ppl r tellin me dat my face is rounder now.. >________<

ok la..bery soon i can achieve wish no. 8 in my list..bery soon, wish no. 10 wont be there le..and sooner or later, wish no. 9 disappears..

Lame..

Okie..i think i pms-ing now..

Gd de nite..

I'll be even more broke tis weekend..cuz eye soother dun hab le..mild cleansin oil dun hab le..day cream oso dun hab le..75 plus 30 plus 30 = 130..

And i am still thinkin of my perfume..dat one dat one.. =X

I'll do anythin to make myself happier tis weekend.. =)

All ur fault..yeah, i push the blame to another person le! =D

I'm happy.. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Like real..

Reali pms le..

And now even more sad..tis is wat u called true fren..honest dao he wana zhao si..LOL!! -____-"

-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:46 PM):
sian
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:46 PM):
y leh
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:46 PM):
i at mac... come accompany me now
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:46 PM):
tot u at mac see mei mei?
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:46 PM):
only got fat mei to see
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:46 PM):
.......LOL
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:46 PM):
u bery ke lian..
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:46 PM):
shou mei wana slp le..cuz she put slpin mask le
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:46 PM):
vain
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:47 PM):
........
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:47 PM):
later no one wan me how
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:47 PM):
muz plan ma
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:47 PM):
lol
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:47 PM):
same la
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:47 PM):
lol
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:49 PM):
wat same?
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:50 PM):
also no one wan
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:50 PM):
=x
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:50 PM):
like real lor
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:50 PM):
so many ppl wan u
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:51 PM):
no i mean u got put no put also same
-=<[K3nDrIcK]>=- Life gets better~~ says (10:51 PM):
lol
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:51 PM):
..........
[ E v 3 L y N ] SE C905..i want u.. =) says (10:52 PM):
KENDRICK KOH!!!!!!!!!

toidi u u ssim llits i

Mayb ur dream will come true..

Tml TGIF again!

2008-10-30T19:26:00.001+08:00

I juz found out y i am so tired recently..mentally tired..haha! nt over work..u know, i know..lol! i din know i can get so tired till i fall aslp at the sofa n onli wake up in the mornin..lucky i gt set my alarm..

So, i've decided..enuff le..cuz i feel the same thing again..i dun like dat kinda feelin..i hate dat feelin..the feelin dat i am talk abt is, like, hmmm..ok, dat person is like the whole world to me..bery bery impt..can affect my mood easily..den to dat person, i am juz a part of his life..n i am a part is becuz ok la, he suai dat he gt to know me..in short, nt of any importance..

i hate dat feelin becuz i oready go thru it for 5yrs le..i dun say doesn't means i dun feel anythin..i am juz a normal ger onli..i gt feelings de..ok mayb i am slightly stronger than the other ger becuz i still can take it.. =) get wat i mean?

Tml is friday le..so fast..dunno how to survive my saturday..i'm so brave..cuz i am going alone! lol..ok la, actually i dunno if i am more scare of the needle or the blood..but i dun faint on the spot la..so still ok..juz dat i dunno how to tell the nurse 'hi, i'm here for my blooooooooooooood teeeesssstttt..' >__<

46days more till i become a student again..

I wana be a =)
Not a T__T
No, i wana be a =D

LOL..

Life is gettin more n more monotone le..

But i like it tis way..

Old le..dun wan anymore excitement..thkq..

看星星 =)

2008-10-29T19:59:00.012+08:00

我好想看星星
海边的夜景
风会把我的心抚平
太想念不行
对忘了我的人
太苦苦想念不行
看恒星闪真情
让旧爱像流星

Too much of the previous song made ppl 痛 oso..LOL! so changed to star star ok? haha..evelyn like to look at stars, no matter happy or sad..kitchen is always the best place..LOL! n she always do things dat ppl wont do..cuz most of the time, ppl prefer to slp than to look at stars or wait for sunrise..one day, i'll find someone to wait for sunrise wif me.. =)

Tdy i almost died..haha..i prepared 278 letters in the afternoon! >_< u ppl better read the letter till the bery last sentence..haa! den think i am too tired after dat..anna came to my table at 530pm sharp n i juz say 'ok let's go..' LOL! dun even wana stay anymore..actually i quite like tis job..at least i dun drag myself to work.. =)

Tml finally got a new colleague! been reali bery busy recently..no temp staff is reali bery jialak de ok..dat new colleague is joel's gd fren..hope dey r nt the same..LOL..becuz joel is bery san ba..can u believe it? a guy like to gossip so much? but tdy in the lift he said dat his fren is bery quiet..ok, we shall see..

812pm now..target to slp at 10pm.. XD

u know? i feel reali retard..i juz realised dat mayb my dat secret is nt a secret..i've a habit to read sms again before i delete it..and the more i read one sms, the more i feel dat some words sounds so familiar..omg..the person up there is reali unfair..normally ppl will be either 'low eq wif high iq' or 'low iq wif high eq'..me? low eq, low iq..dunno la..but i hope i am wrong..

why? hello? bery embarrassing la!

>___<

i wana die...................

LOL.........

I dun dare to msg dat person liao..

let me die ba...........

somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

2008-10-28T21:58:00.007+08:00

Tdy overall, is still happy de..becuz..dun tell u..hehe..

Den i bought tibits for jermaine..=X haha..she's happier now..nothin is better than the way she hug me..hehe..nothin is better than her kiss..althou sometimes she hug me becuz i buy things for her, sometimes she kiss me wif her tibits mouth n give me pimples, i reali reali reali reali x325836570328957times lurv her alot..i lurv her even more when she say 'gdnite ah yi, i lurv u'..so much till mum is jealous..HAHA! =X

I think i found the hp dat i wana buy le..still sony ericsson..LOL..bu pa si..ok la..i saw C905..like nt bad..but dunno sg hab anot..sure expensive..but it reali looked like k800i!! in some way la..haha..hmmm..i missed my k800i so much.. T_T

I am nt lookin forward to tml..becuz i know tml wont be like tdy..if tml is like tdy, i'll be hapi dao si..if tml is like tdy, i'll wish everyday will be like tdy..but i still know, tml wont be like tdy..dun expect too much den wont be so disappointed..so, dun think abt tml le..tdy is gd enuff..

Dunno wat i am talkin abt rite? LOL!! nvm, i know can le..haha..i reali dun ask for much..LOL.. =) Hmm..u dun hab to go steal my heart..becuz u oready stolen it long ago..opps..=X no i din say anythin..HAHA!

Gdnite happy seed..

Tdy..end le.. =(

To make jermaine happy..i dun even wan my image liao..if u continue to read, dun say i nv warn u, u'll get nightmare..present to u, the aunty n the small kid zi lian-ing..LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Her Priceless Smile is all dat matters.. =D

=(

2008-10-28T19:54:00.005+08:00

Tdy i was happy..until i reached hm..dunno wat happened..but there is 3 mark on her leg..my dad beat her..think she muz hab been noti ba..but den, i feel more pain..see le wana cry le..den i din talk le n she somemore can tell me 'ah yi, bu tong le la'..omg..jermaine heng..my xin gan bao bei ate noodle le!!! my heart oso break le.. T_______T

No breakfast tml mornin =(

2008-10-27T21:58:00.005+08:00

Tml gonna be flooded wif fund switches n fund redirections..minimum 400..to be done before 12pm..omg.. T__T so, i've to wake up at 530am den can go to work earlier..but i am still here..cuz i juz finished supper..and, i miss u..hehe..

Gdnite old man..

I miss talkin to u before going to slp..

My blog is boring..

LOL!

Branded goods..

2008-10-27T17:29:00.005+08:00

Ppl dat u like r like the branded things dat u like alot..they r bery expensive but alot of ppl still wana buy them..and once u started buyin one, u'll wan another one..and after u got another one, u'll wan another one..and the cycle goes on..

He is like my LV..once he treat me slightly better, i'll hope dat he'll treat me even better..he made me slightly happier, i'll wish dat he will nv leave me..all he he hab to do is perform a bit of magic and he gt me hooked on him..

But, he always give me dat kinda, so near yet so far kinda feeling..u know? when u walk pass paragon, u always walk pass those shops but u seldom wana go in..they r always there but den, dun belong to u..

Conclusion, he is evil..

The most evil guy on earth..

One day, i'll do magic oso..and i'll disappear..

Den u cant find me anymore.. =)

=)

2008-10-27T15:00:00.001+08:00

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

My feelings..

My superman..

2008-10-27T02:15:00.007+08:00

- Remember i am ALLERGIC TO ALCOHOL..
- Remember i onli like lychee milk tea..
- Remember i muz eat supper everyday..
- Remember my bday no matter wat..
- Remember me no matter how busy he is..
- Remember to buy lilies n onli lilies..
- When angry wif me, can scold me, shout at me, watever but wont ignore me..
- When i cry, over watchin movie or watever, dun ask y 1st..juz hug me n give me tissue..
- Wont scold vaglar at me..
- Is not a smoker..
- Dun let me drink Java Chip cuz i wont be able to slp after dat..
- Will nv ever lie to me..
- Wont forget to say gdnite to me..
- Wont be late..
- Will hold my hand..dun walk in front of me..
- Will watch dvd wif me..
- Know how to make me smile..
- Lurv me..alot alot alot..hehe..sry i am greedy..

List might be long but the most impt thing is still the last one.. =)

When ppl cant slp, dey tend to do stupid things la..LOL!

But actually, i dun think dat's all..HAHA!

And actually, dey dun reali matters as long as it's the one dat i wan..

Hehe..

GDNITE~

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

2008-10-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

To be happy..
U dun need to own many things..
It can be bery simple..

But when u r startin to feel happier..
Remember to cherish it..
Bcuz nothin last forever..

But it's always..
Better than..
Having nothin in the 1st place..

When u r doing somethin..
Whether for urself or for others..
Ask urself if u r happy..

So, i asked myself..
And i know..
I am still happy de..

Becuz i still wan u to be happy..

Ps. my title is the lyrics from a song la..guess which song ba..but even if u guessed correctly, no prize will be given.. =)

Old le..

2008-10-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

Bery lack of vitamin s.. sleep la.. LOL!

Ytd went to meet MJ, WQ n YL..den the whole nite, we r playin taboo den mahjong den taboo den mahjong..singapore version de taboo is fun..LOL..had alot of fun n think i am still under the '情场失意，赌场得意' category..cuz quite lucky last nite.. =)

Tis mornin, went to McDonald to hab my big breakfast den after dat i think i slp till 430pm..after eatin, i went to slp again till abt 7pm..hehe..cmi le..last time when i go for trainin camp n dun slp for 3night, i am still bery energetic..but tdy, like dying..LOL..zhen asked me to go watch movie wif her but i told her i wana slp..LOL..

Den, i msged dat 笨蛋 juz now when i wake up..becuz 想念是会呼吸的痛..LOL..i like dat song..no la..is becuz i.. think.. i.. reali.. miss.. him.. alot.. =X LOL!! i din say anythin la..but i think his mood is nt dat bad tdy..he said he wont dun talk to me..actually tdy quite peaceful.. =)

Den juz now zhen told me dat weiqi said he wana know me..but i rejected..LOL..i onli saw dat weiqi once ok..and dat's when i go meet zhen n he happened to be there n i onli said 'bye' to him before..so, i'd decided to be more anti social liao..haha..i din know i know how to reject ppl oso de..no la, juz feel dat i've enuff fren le ba..

But alyn is quite worried for me..LOL! friday while waitin for zhen, i was talkin to alyn..den she suddenly asked if i've bf..i said no..den she said bery seriously.. 'i think u shld mix more wif guys n dun keep on go out wif gals onli..' HAHA! den mum oso asked me y now i onli go out wif zhen..cuz sometimes when my mum called me, zhen will wana talk to my mum oso..haha! wat to say..i've a bery friendly mummy..LOL!

BUT..

HELLO?? i am bery normal n bery straight de ok..nt les la.. -___-"

I think onli gor wont think dat i am a les..haha..

Btw, i think i need to buy a new hp le..becuz my w910i is oready 1 leg in the coffin..ytd i din even know it auto shut down..den when i know le, i juz on it la..den i 'recevied' complaints..LOL..becuz zhen asked y i nv reply her msges n mum asked y i din on my hp..but, i din even get any sms or calls ok..sad case..

Actually, bery funny..during sept, i was bery happy..but during oct, i am nt happy..so, 5more days to nov..can i be happy again? slowly wait for him to be upgraded to superman again ba..cuz i juz demoted him from batman to old man tdy.. =)

Gdnite 30% superman..

Tdy nt going home..LOL!

2008-10-25T13:46:00.009+08:00

Heh..ytd i reali watch movie le den go home..but i reached home at abt 3am..LOL! 2hrs earlier than last week.. =X ok becuz the timin for the movie and the seats left reali sux ok..so in the end, we din watch saw v or the coffin..we watched..butterfly lovers..at 1135pm..LOL!!

The cinema is bery empty lor..haha..actually it's nt dat bad la..nt as jia lak as wat ppl said la..and wu zhun shuai lor.. =X and some parts reali funny..esp the sewin part..we luff till cmi..LOL! den some part, i cried n zhen oso cry..i influenced her..=X HAHA! overall, nt bad de la..go watch it..hehe.. =)

Ytd bery jialak..i finish work at 530pm n wait for her till 7pm.. T__T super duper hungry..so went to PS den eat at Kyoto Sabo AjiTei..reali like to go there..LOL..den went to face shop..cuz i wana buy my concealer..den in the end, i bought more than dat.. -_- i am easily convinced..LOL! Okie la..one of them is mask.. =X hehe..the Raspberry Roots Collagen Eye Patch..muz get rid of my eye bag ma..

Den the er xin part..we went to wisma..den saw one NMNW dancing and tryin to attract ppl's attention..LOL! the poor guy singin inside IndoChine is bery ke lian..when he's singin, he dun dare to open his eyes..LOL! he muz be feelin insulted..cuz in the 1st place how the hell he attracted tis kinda NMNW..and 2nd, ppl r standin there nt to hear his singin but watchin dat NMNW..haha..but, his singin is gd la..

Den we reali suai..cuz after dat we went to ngee an..zhen wana smoke so we sit outside..den dat NMNW ccome n sit beside us.. -__- but plz la..tryin to be a woman den plz remember shave ok..haha..

Den too many 'milo break' n breakfast at work is nt gd..cuz ytd i met a customer..last time DBS's customer..she said 'evelyn! how r u..btw, ur face rounder le..fat le leh!!' oh..my..tian..last fri, my heart was broken..now it's broken again..next fri dun go orchard le..LOL!!

-______________________________________-

Den went to watch movie..after dat, went to kfc..cuz i am hungry again.. =X their fault ok..130am le still dun close shop..if nt i wont hab anythin to eat de ok..hahahaha..den like a mountain turtle, we'd a little discovery..cuz we found NR2..LOL! actually we walked there to take cab..den zhen asked if i wana take NR2 cuz it stops at my bus stop oso..wah..and it onli took abt 15mins to reach wdl.. XD

Later i'll be going to meijuan's hse to play mahjong and stay at her hse..heh heh heh..actually i am bery slpy..i onli slp abt 6hrs..cuz i cannot resist JERMAINE HENG..haha..anyway, i oso cannot get rid of tis super glue..so, juz 认命了..even now, i cant write in peace oso..haha..

And, she's gonna laugh till mad again..cuz i'm going to apply my black mask now..LOL!

Hmmm..

I lurv jermaine heng..

And..

I miss u..

Ytd nite, i said..

Gdnite panda..

Tonite i'll say..

Gdnite toilet paper..

LOL..

I'm runnin out of nicknames for u le la..

watermelon, honeydrew, ya ya papaya!!

=X

Heh heh heh..

=)

>____________<

2008-10-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

WTF! i've blood test on 1st nov..tis time it's confirm hab cuz adelyn juz told me wat dey gonna do..and she mentioned BLOOD TEST!! i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! >____________<

Can i dun buy dat insurance liao??????????????

Okie..too drama liao..but i am reali scare....

>___________<

HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll faint..HAHAHAHA!

Cant Slp.. LOL..

2008-10-23T22:56:00.004+08:00

Cant slp..so i went to read all my many many 700+ email..no la i din read all of them..hehe..den i saw one thing again..and i reali reali dun understand..cuz when ppl send me email, i am 'Evelyn Yeo'..but y onli when he send me email den i am '[H]ome Ge[R]'? Funny..haha..

Ok i did use dat before..but dat was during 2003..after dat, i changed to pisces ger, watever ger..i changed my name minimum 3times..but y dat [H]ome Ge[R] still haunt me?? and i onli know him tis yr ok..2008 liao..5yrs le..why still gt [H]ome Ge[R]..my email know him 5yrs ago? LOL..no la..jokin..hehe..anyway, i'm gonna be home ger again..as in, stay at home be gd gal.. =)

When ppl cant slp, dey tend to nag more..since monday, i went to bed at abt 1030pm n can onli slp after 12am.. >_< so tdy, i dun wana lie down there for too long..失眠了啦! omg..but actually i am bery tired..

Haha..like dat oso can write one post..no wonder i can flood my blog..

MUUAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!!

TGIT = Pre TGIF

2008-10-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

Tis mornin i went out early again..so i went to buy breakfast for zhen n me..HAHA! she always lurv me for dat..actually i oready had my breakfast but den, hungry again..hehehe..btw, for lunch i ate curry beef..can u believe it? i ate myself..LOL!

Den alicia suddenly turned to me n said 'eh u ate me..' HAHA! den i realised, she's 24yrs older than me..my team hab 4 cowiee..hehe..i nv like beef before but it's gd ok..ask me..mayb i'll share wif u where it is.. =b

Tml is friday again..time goes so fast..ok i promise i wont stay outside till 5am again, i wont drink, i wont sing those sad dao si de songs, i'll juz guai guai watch my movie den go home..hehe..suddenly i seems to be addicted to watchin movie..and i like to watch movie wif zhen..cuz, she's more entertainin than the movie when we r watchin movie.. =X LOL! opps..

But i'm nt les ok..she's the best fren dat i ever i can get..i've funny taste and she always remember..but one day, when she's orderin my bubble tea for me, she said 'u wan ur milkchyee ar?' ROFL! she meant lychee milk tea..lychee n milk tea reali dun sounds dat gd when dey r mixed together rite? but i lurv it..haha..

Hmmm..Ytd i said i dun dare to msg him rite? Tdy, he msged me..i was happy for a moment when i saw his name on my hp..he finally msged me..one week le..how can i nt be hapi? but after dat, i began to wonder, when his name will appear again..and den, a bit sad again..since when i become so pessimistic..did i spelled it correctly? better dun spell it correctly..dun wana know dat word.. >__<

Think again..i am reali bery silly..cuz i said 'when i take over the world, i'm gonna eliminate all the oranges in the world..' i said somethin like dat..since when i become so childish..HAHA!

Wah reali cannot make it..

I mean me la..

LOL!

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!! i cant wait.. ^__^

Gdnite porkchop..

Dat post is gone..ppl who read it le..remember..it's 不能说的秘密 k..LOL!! XD

不要你离开...

2008-10-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆化不开
请你等重来我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂他爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在

I reali like zhou jie lun so much..

His songs seems to be so suitable for me..

One more post n dat post wont show in my blog le..

U'll nv know.. =)

Evelyn Yeo..

Yeo Hwee Yin!!

smile..

i say smile..

SMILE!! =)

Richard Tan..

Tan Siong Lee..

be happy..

u'll be happy..

U BETTER BE HAPPY!!

U better smile like tis --> =D

I miss u so much..but i dun wana msg u..dun wana make u look unhappy when u saw dat it's me who msged u..dun wana quarrel if u ever reply..dun wana make ur gdnite become bad nite..and the most scary part, wat if u dun reply at all..BAKA! =X

Cartoon eh..slp le la..nite nite!

Oh ya, who wana buy SG flyer ticket? i'm sellin.. =)

6th day..

2008-10-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Tdy bery busy again..bery bery exremely busy..but i like it tis way cuz time goes bery bery fast..dun hab time to think abt anythin else..think next mth onwards gt more things to do le..the major project..the reason y i am there.. -_-"

Den, gor came to look for me during lunch time.. =D we finally eat together during lunch..HAHA! cuz when i was in DBS for 3yrs, nv once did we managed to eat together during lunch..so ya, i reali like my current job..1hr lunch, go back late oso nvm.. =X LOL! shh..

I always like to eat wif my brother..becuz bery relax..come look for me more k..hehe..hmmm ok la ur business will get better de..no one started well oso..u r so hardworkin..remember..things will onli get better n better..jia you! =)

But den, gor dun say i am stupid le..i know i am la..cuz i wont know things till ppl tell me..hint oso no use de ok..becuz i am a retard..so hab to tell me directly..i dun like to guess as well..dat's y i nv guess..ok, conclusion..i am juz a dumb dumb..

SIAN..i am reali bery sian..sianzation!

'Forgiveness is essentially a choice to lift the penalty and to let the person back into our lives. It is to pardon the offense so that we might redevelop trust. Forgiveness says, "I care abt our relationship. Therefore, I choose to accept ur apology and no longer demand justice." It is essentially a gift. A gift if demanded, is no longer a gift.'

Such chim chim sentences..of cuz it's nt from me..LOL!

See..i told u..it's gd to read more! ^_^

Can i make early bday wish?

HAHA..

I know u wana know my bday wish..

Say out le den wont come true le u know?

No.................

Cannot say.. =)

Gdnite baka..

5th day..

2008-10-21T21:45:00.010+08:00

Hmmm..i reali dunno i am happy or stress or hungry or wat? but u know wat, i am eatin more n more & faster n faster..till i became the fastest.. >_< i finish my breakfast in 5mins..ok it's becuz i dun hab enuff time..when i reached office, i'll go refill water n drink milo..den usually anna will be the one to finish lunch 1st but recently, i am the 1st one to finish lunch among them..and i still finish all the fruits..

When workin, i'll eat tibits/ drink milo oso.. =X den after work, i'll go buy somethin to eat before i go home..tdy zhen went wif me..and i actually finished it before her..when i go lunch wif her, i oso finished 1st n ate everythin..and dinner, i finish eatin in 10mins..and still can drink 1 cup of bubble tea..

If one day i become a fat pig, ya, u'll know why..LOL..now i began to wonder..jinny said i am fatter that day..she meant to make me happy? or was she juz telln the truth? oh my tian.. >_<

Haha..ytd i missed out one sentence..the 'makin him stay wont make him like me more..but leavin him will make him think of me sometimes..' after dat is, 'i still rather he stay even if he dun like me anymore..' ya, now it's complete le..i changed my mind..cuz i dun like to miss ppl..sometimes the heart will pain..

Suddenly, i realised dat i've too many perfume..LOL..gucci envy me, gucci rush 2, escada sunset heat, Lanvin Eclat D'Arpege, burberry brit sheer, hugo femme, bodyshop moonflower, Anna sui Secret wish, bodyshop chymara, bodyshop aztique, narciso rodriguez, etc etc..dunno if dat's all dat i've.. =X but having so many perfume, i am still eyeing on somethin new.. Miss Dior Cherie Blooming Bouquet!! the pink color one..my perfumes can last me one million yrs.. =D

Evelyn Lurvs..

HER FAMILY
TAN SIONG LEE
TONG XIAO ZHEN
CHIN CHOON WEY
JERMAINE HENG
LILIES
strawberries
chicken rice
bubble tea
SUNRISE
joggin
chocolate
milo
ds lite
PLAIN WATER

caplock becuz lurv alot..LOL..

and now i think..COLLECTIN PERFUMES..LOL! =X

No la, i lurv myself most..WAHAHAHA!! Cuz i know how to protect myself liao.. Gor, i can protect myself le.. I'm gettin more n more clever.. Agree? But, i'll still want u to protect me.. So dat.. I wont cry alone.. I hate cryin alone.. Cuz always run out of tissue.. =)

So tired..

Gor's nick --> '有許多事，在你還不懂得珍惜之前已成舊事；有許多人，在你還來不及用心之前已成舊人。'

I agree..

If u ask me again, i'll admit..i wont lie again..

I login msn for the sake of login..

4more mths to my bday..u promised me dat u wont forget after i told u..so will u still remember?

Random la..

Gdnite u batman..

^_^

2008-10-20T22:00:00.005+08:00

Heh..i saw somethin..LOL..but i dun wana say..scare say le den dun hab le..i am still happy de..he still can make me happy..althou i know it wont last long dat way..but better than nv..ok i'm being bery silly again..

Gor i am nt a flirt..cuz i nv flirt before..i dun go ard sayin i miss you or watever to everyone n anyone..but i admit i can be stupid..haha..but i wont be stupid till go n tell him..so dun tell me to say dat..makin him stay wont make him like me more..but leavin him will make him think of me sometimes..ok la, if he still remember me few mths later..anyway, he's so angry wif me..i doubt he will ever wana listen to wat i wana say..althou by now, i reali hab alot of things to tell him le.. =)

Btw, gor ur mp3 has been in my bag since i started workin..1mth le ok..when u wana claim back? LOL..i'm carryin it to work everyday cuz i dunno when u'll suddenly say u gt time to come n take it back from me! see, i am such a gd mei mei..HAHA! ^_^

Suddenly i tot of tis..ppl who knows me know dat i like to eat chili crab alot..even thou i dun dare to eat spicy food, it still attracts me alot..den i tot of him..cuz his temper nt dat gd..spicy..LOL! =X haha..eh TSL, i am sayin u r a crab..crab crap crab crap crab crap..u batman! opps..heh..but den, he's allergic to seafood..so he wont understand tis theory..anyway, i think he's more allergic to me now..LOL..

Crap..

Btw, read tis..

如果您經常抬頭帶著微笑，
而且心中感謝老天，
您是幸福的，
因為大部份的人可以辦到卻不這麼做...

Got it from dini's email la..hehe..i like..

Den i realised..

I am 幸福的 cuz i am still smilin everyday..

When u wake up n still see the sunlight, be grateful ok..

Gdnite TSL..

I'm still sayin all tis to u everyday..

In my heart la.. =)

=)

2008-10-19T13:49:00.006+08:00

[8:55PM]

Determined to hab onli one post per day..not gonna flood my blog le..

Zhen went to dye her hair..dat ah lian.. =X haha..i used to be the onli one wif the ah lian look in the office..the rest of them all black hair de lor..now she win le..haha cuz hers is super duper gold..make me gian to dye n highlight my hair again.. =X dat funny gal..she went to library n borrowed 'how to spot a dangerous man' ..it's a gd book, i guess..ROFL!

Hmmm..tml's monday again..i'm onli left wif abt 2mth..after dat, i'm gonna be busy..but it'd be gd..cuz i wont hab time to think of him le..LOL..ya, i am so lookin forward to studyin again..for once.. =)

Life..when will it ever be gd? ok, to explain for dat 1pm entry..it's becuz, someone said he like me..ya, at tis kinda stupid timin..but anyway, no matter wat timin, he's nt the one dat i wan..i am juz friendly..but dat doesn't means dat i like u..and i know wat i want..

I repeat..i'm juz friendly..I'M NT FLIRT.. T__T

So, to prevent from tis happenin again..i'm gonna onli go out wif gals..except my dad n gor..LOL..prevention is always better than cure..okie lame..haha! it's funny..i am nt pretty..den my character nt dat gd as well..wat dey like? dey muz be as blind as me..quan ge is rite..i've too many guy fren le..bad sign..i'm tryin to change it le.. =)

Hmm..someone tried to replace u..like, keep me company by chattin wif me at msn when i'm workin (nt the same cuz he dun talk like the way u talk to me), sms me(nt the same cuz i onli like to see ur name in my hp), wana say bedtime story/song(nt same cuz he dunno 3 sentence story n he dunno u stopped singin at which line..i mean the lyrics), call me at nite(nt same cuz he dun sounds like u at all), he cant smile like u, he dun look like u, etc etc..in short, he's nt u..u cant be replaced..

Okie i know he wont know all tis even if i typed till 38256829759 yrs later..if u dun understand, it's ok, i dunno wat i am writtin as well..LOL..i'm juz writtin nonsense again..to make myself feels better.. =D

Okie actually it doesn't help..bloggin dun make me feel better now..hmmm..i know, dat day after we quarrel, u blocked me in msn..nvm..it's okie..as long as u happy can le..it's ur decision..althou i dun reali like ur decision..我只想你快乐..but wat i told u dat day, before u said bye, still valid..i am nt angry wif u..but i know u r bery angry wif me..i haben say sry to u.. =)

Okie actually u can be replaced..my blog replaced u..din it? LOL!

Chen Xiang Li..

Din expect it ba..

Even a blog oso can replace u..

U baka!!

WAHAHAHA!! =X

Ya i am scoldin u..

U cant scold me back..

La la la la la~

[1:49PM]

I'm gonna be a gd ger from tdy onwards..

No more new frenz..

Wont anyhow go out le..

Okie?

i lurv blogger.. =X

2008-10-18T23:49:00.005+08:00

LOL..yeah..the 4th post..i've flooded my own blog.. =b

Juz now gor called me.. =) but i am reali ok..juz dat, sometimes i needa vent my frustrations oso..i know i am wrong le..dun scold me le..haha..but still, bery happy dat u called..u take care oso k..

So, while i was happily eatin supper, my poor neighbour dun hab anythin to eat..LOL..ok i know u live bery near me but i reali dun wana go out cuz i am oready all prepared to go to bed after supper..haha..

Ya, i know habin supper will hab nightmare..i din forget wat orange told me..but, who cares anyway..hmmm btw, woodland ppl always like to show the left side of their face..see below..LOL..

Haha..boring saturday..zhen slpt the whole day! bored de lor..so i juz continue to watch my drama..okie..i know, i am reali bery slow..i am slow in everythin..

SLPY! =X

不该在这时才说爱你..

2008-10-18T17:41:00.014+08:00

U become my blog..Becuz we cant communicate now..I kept tellin my blog everythin dat i wana tell u..I forgot to tell u..The kinda like dat i've for u..Dat u asked me before..Is nt the same as..The kinda like dat i've for my frenz..I lied..U r more than dat..Becuz..Richard Tan Siong Lee..I lurv u..Wow..I finally admit it..I feel better now..But u wont know..U'll nv get to know it..I dun wana let u know..I hope nt many ppl know my blog link..Dunno me better..Cuz it's damn paiseh..LOL! I think i am the stupidest person in tis world..Cuz i onli dare to say it to my blog..But at least, i said it..no needa lie anymore..

=D

Best brother..

2008-10-18T17:40:00.003+08:00

Whenever i post an entry..gor will always read it the bery next minute..he's like my guardian angel..always protectin me n takin care of me..always there to listen to wat i wana say..always can feel when i am down n called me..always willing to forgive me whenever i made him angry..always still lurv tis bery stubborn n insensitive sister no matter wat she did..always care for me no matter how busy u r..always still try to make me hapi even when u r nt happy..i can nv be dat gd to u..cuz i am nt as gd as u..but i am reali thkz God dat i've a brother like u..i'm sorry i made u worried.. =)

Friday nite..

2008-10-18T14:26:00.010+08:00

Hmm...ytd nite dun feel like going home..so i reali stayed outside till 5am+.. =X cuz..hmm..i know i sure cant slp..and i dun wana face my computer..so i told zhen..ya, she'll always accompany me n nv complain tired..LOL..

Okie..ytd after work, i went back to PS..dunno shld be hapi or sad..cuz the moment i stepped in, jinny said 'EVELLLYYNNNN!! u become fatter le..' -__- how am i supposed to react..dat's the 1st time dat someone ever said dat to me..den after dat the rest joined in wif the 'ya ya ya(s)'..so conclusion, dey said i'm havin a gd life at work now..LOL..

Den, went for dinner at Hot Tomato..reali like the food there..my type! hehe..i mean, the taste is juz rite for me la.. =) after dat, went to watch 20th century boys..to me, it's a 2 out of 5 movie.. =X

There is no endin for tis movie okie..cuz there'll be a part II for it..so in the end, still dunno who is the monkey face..gek sim..LOL..but den, i like dat kenji guy..haha..since pri sch after i watched 'tokyo cinderalla'..but when he shout in the movie, bery gay.. =X LOL..

After movie, went to kbox..sing till abt 3am i think..before dat weiming asked if i wan him to send me home cuz he's at zouk..funny..y nowadays ppl like to send me home so much..but, i still like to be independent nw..go home by myself..i dun wana depend on anyone again..

Okie i din reali go home by myself i think..zhen took cab wif me..HAHA..cuz.. i was.. feelin.. kinda.. seh..HAHA! but still able to make it home..dunno wat actually happened after dat..cuz i wana send a sms..but in the end i dunno if i gt send anot..i am oready gone case le n fall aslp..anyway, it wont make any diff..haha..

Actually the more u drink, the more sad u r..n for me, after i wake up, i'll be even more sad..u all shld know why..and i think i over do it le..cuz now i've fever as well..suai..y did i drink so much.. stupid.. brainless.. retard!

And the best part of all, i onli slpt for abt 4hrs n i've to force myself to wake up..cuz my two little hengs r at my hse..one sick, one juz being naughty..so, i cant slp..shld hab juz go to zhen's hse to slp den go home when i wake up..headache.. T__T

Later gonna see my beloved doctor..he's gonna kill me..wif his jab..

Chemistry lesson..

2008-10-16T22:56:00.006+08:00

ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
haha aiyee it's the chemistry la
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
ya lor
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
hee yap yap
[ E v 3 L y N ] says (10:44 PM):
no wonder i always fail chemistry last time
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
din know anyhow mix oso can hab reaction
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
LOL
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
haha
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
i also fail chemistry de leh
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
i hated chem!
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
haha
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
so u dun anyhow mix wif gals..later explode
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
:P
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
hahaha
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
no la
ming - fri zouk for bre sausages to celebrate oktoberfest! says:
nt so ez
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
i oso tot not so easy
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
n he is so nt my type
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
LOL

Haha..ya nt my type..too tall, eyes too small, too guai, too anyhow spend money, stay too far, too sensitive, too easily angry, too not cute, too dunno wat, too watever u name it..but i juz like him so damn fish-in much..fish! omg..i kept talkin abt dat someone to weiming..like dat how am i supposed to forget him! >_<

=)

天亮了...

2008-10-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

Tis mornin dat someone talked to me..mayb he felt dat he din hurt me deep enuff so tdy he did it again..is u chose to talk to me..i din take the initiative..neither did i go bother u..y still give me dat attitude? is it bery fun to play me like dat? ok, u win..

And dun u think dat u r reali too sensitive? gettin more n more sensitive..until i dunno wat to say to u juz now..so i juz randomly asked 'u gt nothin to do?' and u told me to add in a 'better' to it n dat's it..u r angry again..wat's wrong wif u? y get angry so easily recently..

Ok den u tell me dat's u..the original u? i think i am reali blind den..becuz i dunno dat's u..but thkz for tellin me..now i know u..althou it's bery hard to believe dat's u..okie, like i said, i am juz blind..

U know? i reali like u alot when u r nt like dat..okie..actually i still like u alot even thou u r like dat..ytd i wrote dat i wana ignore u, ya, i am juz lying to myself..but tdy onwards, i'll try harder to ignore u ok..

RTSL..u r reali the stupidest man on earth..

U shld know i am talkin abt u..

If one day..

I'm saying if..

If u ever get to know my blog address..

Ya, i still like to complain abt u here..

Cuz u'll nv know..

And we wont quarrel..

Miss u..

=)

No title de title..title-less..

2008-10-15T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hehe..cant think of a title for tis post..

Almost finish readin my book le..finally..dat si kendrick laughed at me..cuz he said, he can teach me wat the book is writin oso.. -_-" LOL..ok..the book is called 'the five languages of apology'..gt the book for so long le..finally hab time to read..heh heh heh..monday i read alot..finish it!

I still gt alot of books dat i haben read..like..the five ppl u meet in heaven..bought tis thousands yrs ago cuz someone told me it's gd..why men nv remember n women nv forget..bought tis millions yrs ago cuzi felt dat i dun understand him..how to walk in high heels..bought last yr but it dun teach u how to walk in high heels la..LOL.. alot alot more..now i can read them slowly.. =)

Tdy is xinling's last day..gonna miss her alot..din expect it to be so soon..cuz supposed to be on 17th..so din managed to get her anythin..but she gave me a precious moments card! =D i super like precious moments de lor..LOL..tis sweet gal wrote alot of sweet things in there..so touched..hehe..hmmm..no one to try differ stall of chicken rice wif me le..past 1mth, we tried at least 5-6stalls of chicken rice until they say 'wow u 2 reali lurv chicken rice'..LOL..ok la..anyway, we still talk in msn.. =)

Oh ya..dun ask le..yes, weiming is my new fren..ok la nt reali new..LOL..he's my neighbour..he saw me den asked for my msn..mayb i am too friendly lookin..haha..ok la, i am reali friendly..i dun mind more fren..and he reali looked like reece..no la, dat's nt the main point..ok la, so he's juz my neighbour..crappy neighbour..LOL..

Hmm..suddenly tot of tis..when someone said the last thing dat he'd do is to hurt u, believe him..he's nt lying..u know y? after he hurt u, yes, dat will be the last thing dat he can do to u..cuz after dat, he'll be out of ur world..so when ppl says tis to u, believe him.. =)

Btw, faceshop's raspberry roots sleeping mask is gd..the 3rd mask dat i like.. XD esp the smell..almost ate it up..HAHA..so, i've to agree dat besides kose n fancl, there can be other mask dat is gd as well..hehe..my ke lian de pocket.. =X

Tired..tml is thurs! fri i'm going for movie wif zhen..next sat, i've mahjong session at meijuan's hse..i cant wait.. =D i needa destress ba..past one week i forgot my 'life's short..be happy..' so now, i remember it again..forget watever n whoever dat makes u unhappy.. ^_^

GDNITE~

=)

2008-10-15T20:31:00.001+08:00

I'm angry..my turn to be angry now..i'm nt gonna care abt dat someone anymore..

Zzzzz......

2008-10-14T20:01:00.007+08:00

Paiseh..too tired..cant think of wat to put for title..

Hmm..u know..it's reali scary..when u dun wana think of someone, u'll keep seeing his name..like, when i receive cashiers order, the signer is *arhem*..wth..bank oso hab male signer de meh? den application form oso many named *arhem*..even the place dey live, oso is *arhem* ave..what the..someone save me! T_T

Anyway, ytd i am nt in such a gd mood..while workin, complaint to kendrick again..den gt my retribution..haha..cuz after dat he asked me to go study wif him again..haha..den i kena scolded..weiming n kendrick said, 'when i am talkin to u, can u dun think of another person?' LOL..like juz now when weiming ask me wat i am doing..i said 'talkin to ppl, watch tv, write blog, surf net, etc etc..and one more..miss him..LOL..' n he said.. 'ya la ya la..dat one no need to tell me..' HAHA.. >__<

So, i spent my MONDAY nite at mac..dunno he reali gt study anot..haha..he multi taskin lor..see gals la, listen to music la, study la, smoke la, sms la, etc etc..haha..den after dat zhen came over oso..and dey smoke together..i am so poor thing..LOL.. -_-"

Went home at abt 1130pm..haha..den i realised dat all along kendrick din treat me as a gal.. -_-" cuz when he help me to buy things den he wont wan me to pay him but i always force him to take..threaten him oso no use..so i juz take his wallet n put inside..LOL..he gave me dat irritated look and said..

Ken: 'eh can u be man a bit anot? gu niang leh..'
Me: 'i am a gal wat..'
Ken: 'oh..i din realised dat..HAHAHAHAHA..'
Me: 'kns..'

After dat, as usual, i dun let him send me home..haha..den i told him dat i am man enuff to go home alone..LOL..and dat idiot said 'eh i tot u gu niang leh'.. -__-" dunno wat i owe him..duno is i accompany him to study or he accompanyin me..haha..cuz ytd mood nt so gd..tdy better.. =)

Oh ya, i juz realised dat many ppl are workin at shenton..cuz tdy when i was at the bridge buyin chicken rice with zhen, limin was onli standin in front of me..haha..think think, kendrick, zhen, weiming, liming, yin kei..who else? all work at raffles..haha..

Tdy muz slp early..do mask le den slp..pimple..pimple..pimple.. >_< dat shows dat i am reali nt hapi..haha..cuz i am nt stress at work, nt pms, nt nth..but i admit dat i am nt hapi..

Kendrick gettin fatter..u know y? cuz he everyday sit in front of his computer to play k3nNy n tis..and he finally succeed..he used almost all his money to buy me le..haha..

The nickname he gave me make me wana beat him up.. -____-"

Omg..i typed so much..

=)

2008-10-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hmm..suddenly i remember this..ya..amazing..i actually forgotten all abt it till now..glenda asked me to go think if i wana convert from being a contract staff to a perm staff..hab to tell her on monday..

Actually i dunno wat's the diff la.. =X mayb juz more benefits ba..other than dat, i've leaves, medical benefits, etc etc oso..juz dunno wat's the diff..but ppl dat i asked all told me to convert..so, i think i'll convert ba..LOL..

After i joined dat company den elisha came tellin me dat i will be better of if he is my boss..LOL..no la..juz feel dat i dun like to work for fren..nt gd ba..haha..den adelyn oso asked me to join her..dey both from aia lor..so i think i stick to my current company ba..hehehe..

Hmm..i miss someone.. =)

SUNDAY!

2008-10-12T15:32:00.006+08:00

Remember ytd i said i am nt superwoman..LOL..tdy weiming told me there's a movie called 'If I were a Superman'..haha..i tot he's juz jokin..den when i go search it..reali gt such movie..haha..kns.. =X

Hmm..i miss batman..

LOL..

Dat zhen is supposed to go cwp wif me..cuz i wana buy bubble tea..BUT..i think she fall aslp le..dun think anyone will bathe for 2hrs rite? haha..anyway, tis week i gt pre monday blue.....................................................

Sianzation..

i am nt superwoman..

2008-10-11T20:54:00.011+08:00

Juz dunno wat to put for the title..ok i am nt in the rite mind..i dun wana let anyone be irritated by me again..so, i write n write n write..well, who knows, mayb someday i'll stop writtin.. =)

I'm nt superwoman..so i cannot stop myself from feelin sad..cuz i dun hab super power..but i can take away things dat make me sad..like, ur smses, pictures u sent me, memories of u..all deleted away..ok, i cant delete memories..

Hmmm..i'm nt superwoman..so nt everyone will remember me..cuz i am nt dat great..i dun save ur day either..i dun hab the super power to make u remember either..so, ya, it wont be long till u forget me..

And, i am still nt superwoman..cuz at tis point of time, u r still bery impt to me..dunno since when..u've the ability to affect my mood..but i reali dunno wat u r thinkin..and i believe, u dunno wat i am thinkin abt either..but, it's alrite.. =)

If i am superwoman, there's things i wana do n i'll be able to do it..like, i'll want u to be happy..den after i make u happy, i'll make ppl ard me happy oso..and if i still hab dat bit of power left after dat, i'll make myself happy..

Ya, actually all i wan is to let u be happy..so i decided to nt disturb u anymore..for dat, i can be a part time superwoman..cuz at least i've the power to nt make u feel dat so irritated again..at least u'll still be a =D when i din disturb u..nt a -_- anymore..

Anyway, i feel bery no 安全感..cuz i kept all the soft toys in the cupboard..cuz mayb it'd be better..all the toys r from alex..i shld nt keep them beside me..probably kendrick is rite..after a breakup, ppl juz cant be fren again..i am too stupid..dat's y things dat i did made u angry..no, nt kendrick..is someone else..

=(

I din meant to..

Dun ever let the person u like take u for granted..cuz u'll nv be dat impt to him..dun make him feel dat he is more impt than u..dun always be readily available to him..dun always give in..one sided compromising is worse than one sided lurv..etc etc..

I believe i do not hab to say so much..everyone shld know wat i wana say after dat..all in all, for the benefits of those who din realised tis..he is a man..juz a man..nothin more, nothin less..he cant become dat superman oso..at most he juz can be a batman..

Experienced it once..dun need to experience it the 2nd time..

Allow ur intuition to save u from heartache ba.. ^__^

I'm gd at writtin nonsense..

haiz..

2008-10-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

U know?

Nt in gd mood dun means dat i am sad..i am juz irritated by ppl..it doesn't means dat he is affectin me..ok mayb he did..cuz he is scoldin me for things dat i din do..but it is nt dat kinda feeling..i dun feel anythin for him..i dunno how to say..

I dun do everythin dat he asked me to do..even if i do, it's nt becuz i am listenin to him..i am onli tryin to still be a fren..as in, i dun go to the extend dat i totally ignore him, delete hp no., block msn, etc..

Forget it..

Alot of things i juz dunno how to explain..

I always tot u know how i feel..

But now i know, u dunno..

Pre TGIF.. ^_____^

2008-10-09T20:35:00.004+08:00

Yeah..i always like thurs nite cuz it means dat tml is fri n it means party after work! woohoo~ =X so tdy i am quite gd mood..and time goes bery fast oso..see, days wont be bad everyday.. *hehe* lookin forward to tml..dunno y..mayb it's friday..HAHA..

And, actually it's reali funny..i've been seeing 2 guys bery often recently..but both nt my fren..HAHA..cuz when i board the bus, the next stop, i'll see guy A..when i board the train, guy B will stand beside me..almost everyday!

Tis has been going on for weeks le..since i started workin..is my life too routine le or is it their life too routine le..LOL! when i saw guy A, i tot of zhen cuz dat guy is reali her type..when i saw guy B, wat the fish, i tot of orange..cuz dat guy is bery tall oso..

Talkin abt tall..i'll nv forget how dat si orange always hurt my feelings..he always like to say 'aiya, u wear heels oso short la..even if the heels r 15cm, u r still shorter than me..haha!' or 'i nv think i am tall la..i onli think dat u r short', etc etc..ya ya papaya..ok la..he reali is the tallest person i ever know..i've to wear 30cm heels to be same height as him..so, juz forget it.. >__<

I wana watch tis movie..the coffin..like so scary..haha..i always like to waste money to scare myself..hehe..cant find the review yet..but it's reali my type..LOL..and i din know i can multi task so well..i am watchin channel 8, watchin 命中注定我愛你 drama, writin blog and talkin to orange..LOL!

Busy busy..

Gone case..

2008-10-08T20:17:00.004+08:00

Tdy i am reali a gone case..

1st, i wake up unwillingly..dunno y la but tdy i feel so irritated to wake up..so i do things bery bery slowly..went to work, nothin to do..even more boring..den when i've things to do, i keep forgettin to do tis do dat..den i went to mac n i fall down there..now my ankle there, sometimes pain, sometimes nt pain..arr..forget it..tdy juz nt my day.. -__-"

Okie la..other than dat, i am still hapi..to make myself happier..ok i wake up unwillingly cuz i think i reali had a gd rest..i do things slowly but boss reached later than me so it's still ok.. =X den nothin to do at work, take it as i am takin a rest lor..den keep forgettin things but glenda still joke wif me to make me happier..althou i fall down at mac, well, tdy at least i'd time to walk over there to eat mac..

Haha..wat's wrong wif me..

我累了...

2008-10-07T22:36:00.009+08:00

怎麽了你累了说好的幸福呐
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦淹了
开心与不开心一一叙说着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呐
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢?

周杰伦..u r reali bery super duper batman..

Listenin to tis song makes ppl emo..me..listen le will feel kinda sad..but cant stop listenin to it..reali..ppl cannot afford to get hurt..becuz even thou after bery long, ok nt dat long oso, u'll still feel the pain..juz like the scar on my left arm, it'll always be there even after so many yrs..it's nt obvious but it's always there..remindin me of wat happened..but, i dun lurv u le..yes, u din read wrongly..i dun lurv u le..givin up on u was nv in my mind till 2mths ago..no, i din give up on u becuz of anyone..i'm juz tired le..

Den, gor..i think u'll like tis song oso..cuz we listen n sing the same kinda song..so plz, off ur speakers..gor, i miss u..hmm..and, okie i sent tis song to 2 ppl..orange, i think he dun feel anythin la..cuz he told me he dun like jay..so i think mayb he din even listen to it..he juz dun reject anythin dat i wana send to him..even virus.. =X haha!

But koh junior, opps..my fault..shld nt send tis kinda emo songs to him anymore..cuz after he listen le, 1st he asked me for lyrics..den he said, 'come out drink'.. -_-" omg~ haha..he told me again dat he reali treat me as his bery gd fren..read tis u koh junior..kendrick koh khee tia, u'll always be my buddy too! =)

Life's gonna be boring soon..cuz koh junior is going for reservist soon..orange told me dat he too going for it oso n he had alot of projects to do..why the whole world is going for reservist..buay tahan..

Tdy is a bery super duper relax day..at work i mean..i was at msn for 1-2hrs..can u believe it? LOL..tml wed le..gonna go mac wif XL n anna if *CROSS FINGERS* everythin goes smoothly..cuz mac is kinda far la..need effort to walk there..haha..our 1145am evil plan..LOL..

OMG..

11pm liao..GDNITE!

Super slpy monday..

2008-10-06T21:06:00.003+08:00

=D

I went lunch n went home wif zhen..LOL..it feels gd to hab a gd fren workin wif u, even thou she sit like 100m away from me..haha! we r in different team but, it's better ba..if we r together, i think we'll distract ppl..hehe..

My sunkist is flooded wif presents..most of them r from his god papa, kendrick..LOL..

And now kendrick upgraded k3nNy to tazan look..HAHA!

They slp together..like pig..

And yawn together..LOL..

Buay Tahan..who created pet society..LOL!

Anyway, think u ppl mistaken le la..i am hapi nt over the sms from the fruit dat gor mentioned..but cant say.. =X but i can consider tellin u, my dear gor gor..haha..onli u know leh..proud leh..tell u when u come to collect ur beloved mp3..

I shld nt drink coffee at all..i din slp the whole nite..wat the fish..

GDNITE! >_<

SUNDAY!!

2008-10-05T13:30:00.002+08:00

So fast..but i think i'd a gd rest la..hehe.. =)

Ytd nite..nt so happy..i reali dun understand y ppl juz dun understand wat i am tryin to tell him..things dat i oready said so many times to u, not even once u take wat i said to u seriously..until u realised dat i am reali serious abt it den u regret..i did not gave up on u so many times..but, i'll get tired oso..now everythin u said to me, it's exactly wat u told me in the past..sry i dun hab the energy to hate u or still be angry with u..in fact, i dun feel anythin..if u wana hate me, i've nothin to say oso..

Bery slpy..last nite orange was talkin to me..think till 2am..haha! den tis mornin he actually can still wake up at 8am+ n msged me..i think i muz change my wall-e msg tone le..cuz i juz cant resist wall-e's voice so i wake up! omg~

Den dat orange went to the toy flea market again..OMG! he reali know how to spend..ebay buy so many toy, flea market buy so many toy, everywhere oso buy, house oready gt so many toys..opps.. =X once again..lucky i nv tell him my blog add before!!! so can complain complain complain.. HAHA! i'm so bad..la la la.. =b

Later going to sing wif zhen n ruixin..woo..so long din see ruixin le..we arranged to meet so many times le but always din meet in the end..thinkin back, i think i know ruixin for 9yrs oready..haha..dat time we were still so young..everyday go woodlands point, dun study.. =X hehe..hmmm..i dun wana grow old.. T____T LOL!

Den, i am bery busy watchin 命中注定我愛你.. =D the kind dat i like..LOL..den i realised it's reali bery popular..cuz..is meijuan n wanqi told me dat it's a must watch drama..my mum n sis r watchin it oso..den, when i told orange, he said his mum n sis r watchin it too..LOL..wah~ super duper popular..hehe..

Funny..tdy i dun hab pre-monday blue..and, dunno for wat reason, i am bery happy.. LOL!

Saturday!!

2008-10-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

Haha..there is nothin wrong wif the comic lor..and it's so cute..but i believe gor when he said the story is pian ren de..cuz no guy will wana be the guy in dat story la..n i dun think any guy can achieve dat oso lor..it's expert level leh..haha! even if there's one, mayb one million yrs later.. =b

Dat quan ge..LOL..he said tis when he sent me email when i'm workin..sry ar no time to reply u cuz after dat i work like hell le..i super dislike ang mo i tell u..see one time, smack one time.. =X ok, he said tis.. ...

"anyway..i read ur blog comic story... damn hard to read..wordings so small.. haha hmm..i think its not sweet at all.. its damn frightening. haha.. a guy dun look or behave like a man anymore.. so scary.. n anyway..this kind of guy dun exists! even if do..short period only.. ocze he will go mad. lolx.."

LOL!

Okie..friday after work i went to meet meijuan n wanqi at civic's party world..haha..it's so 'scary' to sing wif meijuan lor..cuz when u r singin, she's takin video of u secretly..haha! she've dat theory dat the person who sing lesser songs will hab their video posted in her blog..haha..

Cuz dat orange told me nt to sing so much juz in case i no voice to talk to him again..haha..no la..it's becuz my throat haben recover..hehe..den after dat i met zhen..we went mac again..or rather, i ate mac again..the 2time in a day..omg!

Den she accompanied me to walk home..haha! txz, u old le la..walk for 20mins den tell me she's bery tired..i wearin heels n u wearin slippers lor..still dun appreciate..shld make u change shoes wif me la.. =b

We became ah lian n sat below my blk to chat..talked abt alot of things la..we sat there for abt 3hrs..haha! before dat we were talkin at mac..so now u believe dat gals reali can talk so much..anyway, ah lian part is nt i say one..is dat si orange say one.. -_-" sit below the blk to chat bery ah lian meh? and it's reali amazing lor..he went for DND n he actually reached home earlier than me! haha..

Den we went for supper.. =X LOL! and after dat i'd nightmare.. >_< rotten orange told me before dat shld nt eat supper cuz will hab nightmare..i dun believe him..LOL..so in the mornin, i blamed him.. =X LOL..told u it's nt easy to be my fren..hehe..

Tdy..i went to meet adelyn..cuz every 6mths she'll do a review..bery hardworkin..haha..den we sat there gossipin..gossip enuff le den talked abt my insurance n investment thing la..actually i dun wori abt it liao..haha..anyway now oso not much news abt it le.. =)

Den met zhen again..she wana chop off her long hair so i went wif her to give her the courage..LOL! reali lor..cant believe she did it oso..when i chopped off my hair during may, i was so sad lor.. =b so, now our hair same length le..haha..nvm la, hair will grow ma..hehe..den she went for weddin dinner n mayb meetin me later to chat.. =X LOL..but we r nt les ok..i'm bery straight cuz i like a guy..haha!

Cant believe i'm home again on a saturday nite..LOL..mum gettin used to it le..at 1st she dun believe it when i told her i'm nt going out..haha..hmmm..but it's gd to spend some time wif her oso..last time when i go out everyday, the person i missed most is still her..she's the best mum in the world.. ^_^

Okie..now continue to spend some quality time wif my sunkist.. =X

Romantic dao bu ke yi... =X LOL!!

2008-10-02T22:32:00.011+08:00

Dat orange sent me tis..omg..i super like tis story..read slowly.. =D

HAHA! melted..

Boring children day.. =b

2008-10-01T21:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY GOR GOR!! ^_^

Tdy slpt alot..haha..so hapi.. =X slp till i think 12-1pm..eat lunch, talk to orange, play sunkist, etc..den abt 4pm i went to play ds n i fall aslp again..LOL! so, tis was how i spent my holiday..being single is gd..dun needa entertain anyone..juz slp as n when u r feelin tired..hehe..

Tml hab to work again..sianz..oct le leh..time flies..i am so scare..everythin is going so fast now..2 more mths n i'll hab to start sch le.. >_< 3yr plus nv study le..dunno can make it anot..LOL..ya, i am scare of everythin..reali dunno wat made me apply for the course..haha!

Den neighbour bring alot of gd food tdy..i like the pineapple tart she made..hehe..i like hari raya so much..LOL..den the silly orange said he wana get rid of everythin dat i like..and he reali dun like sunkist..=( everytime say wana squeeze dry my sunkist..HAHA!

[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
i feed sunkist wif choco biscuit
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
hehe
-=Richard=- says:
nvm... i like pineapple tart better...
-=Richard=- says:
chocolate later eat le got pimple...
-=Richard=- says:
yr sunkrist become mo bing!
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
................
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
he mo bing i will still wan him..
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
as long as he is sunkist
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
haha
-=Richard=- says:
hump!
-=Richard=- says:
u like branded stuffs.... materialistic
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. says:
LOL

Cuz i say richard is china orange..haha! the poisonous one..so sunkist is the branded one..LOL! ok ok..i shld nt be so childish..but it oso depends on the person dat u r talkin to rite? opps... =X

And, the next paragraph is onli meant for dat person..

Hmmm..can u plz stop sms-ing me..i mean, u still can sms me n we still can be fren..but plz stop msging me once in awhile to remind me of wat happened in the past..to say it more directly, u wan u can think abt it or watever but i dun wana remember them..i mean, wat is there to remember abt? so wat if u reminded me of them? wat do u wan? u r the one who made me gave up on u..now wat more do u wan from me..can juz let me live peacefully? i am reali bery tired of thinkin abt all those things..i did gave u alot of chances n u always promised me dat u'll change..so wat if u wana give up everythin for me? how long will it last again? i dun believe u anymore..it's been almost 2mths oready..i am nt angry anymore..i dun hate u either..juz no feelin anymore..even when i read ur sms, i oso cant feel anythin le..so, tis time, we r reali over..no matter wat u do now, it's all meaningless..

CHILDREN DAY!

2008-09-30T20:53:00.004+08:00

Haha..i missed children day so much..hmmm..i missed someone alot tdy oso..LOL.. =X

Hmm..tdy..i almost died at work..paul smith, 你给我记住!! haha! he la..going to be 11am liao den he bring in 17contracts! den mailroom 12pm give me 2contracts! 11am till 2pm is onli 3hrs ok..to do one contract, u've to create a profile for the person den onli u can do the proposal for him! den alyn went on course..i was so stressed..for dat few hrs la.. =b

So, i ate alot during lunch time..and it's rainin..den i flu..end of the day, it's either my nose will drop off, if nt i'll chop it off..haha! den can u believe it, my so called headache came back..i still dunno y..i hate it..

Supposed to go see doctor but zhen..dunno wat she's doing la..so i give up..LOL..anyway now 9pm liao..doc oso go home le.. =( n the best part is, i cant eat panadol..but zhen is comin my hse later to pass me my bubble tea..haha! ya, i think dat will help.. =b i duno y but i am super addicted to bubble tea..can cure anythin..hehe~

And i super gan dong lor..it's rainin heavily den i asked her no need to buy le..den she said 'rain lor..i walk over wif umbrella la..' omg..somemore tell me it's 'lomanti' to walk in the rain..HAHA..den after dat, she tell me dat she asked for less ice for me cuz now due to certain reason i cant drink too cold one..WAH! wana cry liao..haha~

So, the nt so hapi me went to see my sunkist..den saw tis..haha!

my sunkist fall aslp at k3nNy's house..LOL..
the piggy sunkist..juz like dat orange.. =X

I bought a new chair for my beloved sunkist..hehe..
reali like it alot..like it more than dat orange.. =X

Dat smelly orange recover le..but i sick le.. >____<

My holiday..i hate being sick when it's a public holiday..WHY!

I'm supposed to meet yun yun dey all tdy but i got sore throat..cant go k le..so give my throat a day to rest..i missed them so much..10days nv see them liao..LOL..eh 10days onli..nt bery long la..haha!

Gor gor is bery moody tdy..dun think too much okie..always think so much den emo..life..muz be hapi everyday if nt, u'll waste it..no matter wat, no matter who, or watever, u'll always be the one n onli gor gor dat i lurv..i'm sry dat i neglected u n is nt there when u need someone to be there..i promise u, next time no matter wat, i'll go over when u look for me..

Gor told me nt to like anyone so quickly..haha..he kept sayin it's becuz if i am wif someone again den i wont hab time for anyone again, includin him..like last time, i gave all my free time to alex..den he said alot of other things to me as well la..but i know, wat u meant is, u dun wan anyone to hurt me again..i know..i wont be so stupid again.. =)

Hai..i dun like nose tdy.. T_______T

Monday...blue blue blue...

2008-09-29T21:05:00.006+08:00

Hmmm...monday blue blue...

Tis mornin..dat someone msg me dat i din say gd mornin to him den he fall sick..i tot he's jokin..den after dat he oso nv msg me liao..anyway tdy bery busy at work so no time to check hp oso..den when i reached home, dat someone told me he reali mc tdy n he lost his hp..so careless.. -_-" since he sick..hmmm..okie..suan le ba..i nt 'angry' liao..but u know wat, i kena cheated..now i cant bully dat someone for 2mths.. >__<

Den tis mornin gor called me..after work he oso called me..cuz he wana win orange..LOL..wat u tryin to do? i hab been tellin u dat u'll always be more impt one..haha..i am still single n available..LOL..my dear gor gor..plz dun be so possessive k? haha! but i'm reali hapi dat u care so much abt me.. =)

Anyway my sunkist grow up le!!

My sunkist orange when he's young.. =)
Oready bery adorable le..MUAHAHA!

Now he grow up le! so handsome!! =D
LOL..i made sunkist look like someone.. =X

Sunkist n k3nNy.. ^_^
K3nNy is Kendrick's bao bei..LOL..but i told him, k3nNy looked like fei ge.. =X

Den..my msn nick is 'i wana watch sunrise'..becuz i felt dat watchin sunrise is bery romantic n i'll like it..dunno how to explain it but i juz cant help likin sunrise even thou i've nv seen it before..okie la, it's my wish..so i juz randomly put at my msn nick..

2 ppl replied me..both..super..buay tahan..1st is eric..he said he wana bring me there..i said 'i dun wan u'..LOL.. =X haha! he totally dun understand y i wana watch it lor..n he even say wat if i wan, he will bring me watch sunset oso..see, he dunno me dat well..i dun like sunset..

Den the 2nd person..he said..

-=Richard=- said:
what u wanna watch sunrise
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
i wana watch lor
-=Richard=- said:
i mean why
-=Richard=- said:
got to wake up so early....
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
dunno..always wanted to..
-=Richard=- said:
yawn
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
-_-"
-=Richard=- said:
u watch b4?
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
nv watch before..no one go wif me..
-=Richard=- said:
me too
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
sunset i seen alot
-=Richard=- said:
i too tired to bring anyway to watch
-=Richard=- said:
anyone*
-=Richard=- said:
rofl
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
there's always a diff between human n oink
-=Richard=- said:
funny i can't notice any difference in u
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
-___________-"
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
but i can see the difference in u..
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
:P
-=Richard=- said:
u meant im special
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
the special oink
[ E v 3 L y N ] I wana watch sunrise.. said:
=X

*hai* all guys in tis world is so hopeless..

Dat someone..u better get well soon..cuz u made me feel guilty for talkin to u dat way ytd..funny..was it even my fault? n best part is, i still dunno wat happened..nvm..juz get well soon..

I dun wana be unhappy..

2008-09-28T21:34:00.007+08:00

I like tis pic..even thou i prefer to watch sunrise, i nv get to watch it before..1st of all, i dunno where i can watch it..2nd, i cant find an idiot to sit there n wait for sunrise wif me..but den, tis pic is nt sunrise la..it's sunset..i watched it so many times le..sunset makes ppl depress sometimes.. =(

Anyway, tdy i slpt alot..but still bery slpy..wake up at abt 12pm den i went to slp again at abt 230pm..LOL..i look more n more like dat animal le..mayb is becuz i dun wana think so much..haiz..

I reali dun like to be unhappy..i took so long to be hapi again..took so long to give up on the relationship dat i cherished so damn much..took so long to settle down my feelings..took so long to stop myself from cryin at nite..alot alot of things..i took so long to be evelyn again..so, i reali dun wana be unhappy again..

Brother said i used 6 weeks to find a job but he felt dat i din reali get to rest cuz i used it to recover..thinkin back..mayb ba..so, ppl, watever u r nt hapi abt me, dun make me guess, juz let me know..cuz i am tired of guessin..for the past 5yrs, i've been guessin n thinkin so much..but gor, i did nt find substitute..he is not..

Den nothin to do so i was watchin 'the outsiders II'..ya still on dat drama..haha..i am slow..think gor oready finished it le ba..but monday to friday, i reali dun hab the energy to sit there n watch it..n guo pin chao reali shuai lor.. =X

And, quite happy after dat..cuz kendrick told me he's going to patch back wif his gf..so, din waste my effort ytd..ytd i nagged at him alot..nag till he buay tahan me..LOL..it finally went into his mind..

Kendrick Koh, aren't u glad dat u hab me as ur buddy? i am always more calm than u..i always think more than u..and i oso know u as well as u know me rite? LOL..well, everyone has their own limit to everythin..so, i think he's juz tired..but nt many ger can tahan u so flirt one ok, koh junior..do wat u've to do..dun hurt her again la..

Hmmm...i shld nt trust ppl so easily when dey said the last thing dat they wana do is to hurt me..i shld hab learnt it since oready gt 2 ppl lied to me before le..all r the same rite? i think so..

OKIE SUAN LE BA! i juz wan a normal life.. =D

>__<

2008-09-28T18:30:00.005+08:00

Hmmm..someone ate the wrong medicine..n he's been bery strange since ytd nite..mayb i am dumb cuz i reali hab no idea wat i did..n he dun say..but i dun like dat kinda feelin..cuz it's affectin my mood..and i am not happy..

大笨蛋! u made me bery unhappy.. >___<

i feel like killin ppl..

Wah..tired..LOL

2008-09-27T21:30:00.007+08:00

Think i am reali gettin older now..aging..tdy is saturday..it's onli 930pm now n i am feelin so super slpy..sat nite used to be my most active nite for the past few yrs..did i reali aged so much? hmm.. =(

Anyway, i think it's becuz i slpt at abt 4am last nite..i dunno y..juz nt slpy even thou i am bery tired..n tis mornin, everythin is ok..until 930am the 2 little hengs came n disturb my slp..abt 11am..dat orange msg me..2 times! my wall e tone is so loud..so bo bian hab to wake up..cuz reali cant continue to slp le..Zzz...

Den i went cwp to meet kendrick..dat fellow..said he wana study den end up walkin ard cwp..den he became my personal assistant..LOL..cuz my stm is reali gettin worse..1st i forgot to w/d $..den after w/d, i forgot i needa go buy movie tics..LOL..some more i ask him, 'y we keep walkin up? i tot u say wana walk walk?'..his reply was kinda irritated..he said, 'i tot u said u wana go up to buy tickets??!!?' HAHA! =X so everythin dat i told him i wana do, all i forget le..lucky he still remember..

Dat smelly orange..he kept sendin me wall e pic cuz he saw it when he go out..BUT HE DUN TELL ME WHERE HE SAW IT..haha..always like to bully me tis way..but after dat, of cuz i win, so in the end, he tell me the BIG BIG walle is at suntec! next week go suntec!! =D

After dat, my dear zhen is late AGAIN! so the poor kendrick accompanied me till she reached n went to his chalet late.. =X reali lor..buay tahan..340pm she tell me she going out in 10mins..and she onli reached at 505pm.. *faint* so we went in cinema late again..

Watched painted skin..hmmm..nt reali dat scary..in fact, nt scary at all la..but near the endin part is reali touchin lor..cuz i cried.. =X HAHA! yes, blockhead cried..it's totally out of wat i expected lor..u go watch it ba..wont say much..hehehe..i'd rate it 7/10 ba..

~~My peaceful saturday.. =)~~

TGIF again!

2008-09-27T02:27:00.005+08:00

After scoldin my umbrella, i gt my retribution for dumpin it aside..i walked in the rain to work..so romantic.. -_-" den tdy nth much to do at work..bery bored again..email wif anna the work day..the hk ppl oso tgif mood liao..cuz dey scanned in things 2times! haha..

Den i went to meet zhen after work..den went ktv..LOL..again..so i deserved my sore throat..some more i went LJS..haha! added more to it..who wana save me? i dun wana be sick during weekend..i hate it lor..weekend is meant to be relaxin one ma..

Reached hm at abt 1am..super tired..but still can talk to orange till 145am den i go bathe.. =X haha! i am juz too lazy to move le la..nt like wat he said..dat super zi lian china orange..he said i am addicted talkin to him.. *faint* haha..no lor..anyway, tdy learnt 2 new songs..orange taught me dat..it's called 'haha miss u' n 'me too'.. =X ROFL!!

Still haben check on my sunkis orange..LOL..my new pet in pet society..if u play facebook la..it's reali cute leh..but i dun reali hab time for it..nvm the Godpapa will look after it..LOL..kendrick hab been helpin me to bathe it, feed it n entertain it..since he's so free now..cuz he's single now..and lookin for gf..

Kendrick is a bery caring uncle.. =X no la, he's onli 24..he's tall, adorable, look above average, friendly, out-going..no matter how late, how far u r or how tired he is, he'll still rush down when u need him there..watever u ask him to do things for u, he'll do it as long as he can..he rarely reject ppl..he is bery gentleman..he'll nv bully a gal n will hab 1000 n 1 ways to make u hapi when he sensed dat u r unhappy..when u needa a ear, he'll be there..anythin fun, he'll always share wif u..and no matter how u bully him, he'll always be patience n wont be angry..his voice is kinda attractive so u'll like listenin to him oso..and the best part is, when he promised u somethin, he will do it..

Now u muz be thinkin y i say till so gd den he's nt my bf..it's onli becuz sometimes u needa some chemistry as well.. =X LOL! no la..sometimes, juz be satisfied wif wat u hab n dun ask for too much..so, anyway who wana apply can email me..LOL..i think he'll kill me when he saw tis..i am nt sellin him..i am onli tellin u ppl how gd he is..so, gals, while stock last.. =X

In life, u will hab many fren..but it's hard to find one dat can cliq wif u so well n always be there for u..and when u r at the lowest part of ur life, it's even harder to find one dat reali cares for u..i think i am quite lucky..i've 4 of them..brother always bring me out n call me whenever he's free..zhen is always there when i cry n be wif me till i wana go hm..kendrick will always come to meet me when i onli hab to msg him 'where r u' even thou he's wif his fren or even when he've to travel bery far..quan ge will keep on distractin me n encouragin me..

So, having them wif me is reali bery fortunate..so actually i did nt lost everythin..in fact, it made me realised wat i missed out..but i regreted dat i quarrelled wif dad becuz of dat person..n for almost 3yrs, we nv reali talked much..i'm sorry..but i juz cant get the words out of my mouth..

Gonna be 315am soon..GDNITE!

My poor little hp...

2008-09-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

Ytd i managed to save my hp..but tdy..it sky dived.. T___T and someone happened to walk pass so he gave it a kick as well..i feel like crying..it's onli 3mth old..and i think i dropped it 2-3times le..shou ruan..

Althou it always give me alot of problem, i still lurv it one..my red color hp..hot leh..LOL..anyway, i'm sry..i'll hold u tight tight next time..LOL! orange said my hp is as enduring as him..cuz can tahan my smackin, whackin n skydiving..HAHA! i din skydive u ma..onli whack n smack.. =X

And, he super qian bian tdy..i told him nt to msg me so much le cuz hp left 38% battery onli..but still end up msgin the whole day..i can imagine my hp bill tis mth..i cant imagine orange's hp bill tis mth..it's too scary..HAHA! anyway, dat's nt the main point ok..i always like to listen to my mp3 when i go work or go home..but tdy i cant..cuz he msg me till i left 7% battery!!

Den tis mornin i saw mian shao..quan ge, i saw di di!! haha..he reali walk super duper fast..den after dat, when he told me is becuz he scare of scoldin for being late again..lol..quan ge, y u nv teach di di to be on time? LOL..

Tdy, work is bery peaceful..peaceful till i wana slp..LOL..cuz after heavy lunch, i went back n sit there for 3hrs! >_< i was email-ing wif anna..den onli at 5pm den she tell me y nt i help her update bene.. -_-" okie la..so for the last 30mins i finally hab somethin to do..LOL..

I think i'll be fat soon..it's still better to be workin..cuz i'll get hungry so easily n eat alot..after work, knowin dinner is oready waitin for me at hm, i still cant stop myself from walkin towards pasar malam to buy the salted chicken..LOL..and i finished everythin.. =X lunch oso like dat..omg~ but before i get fat, my wallet oready jian fei successfully..haha!

Anyway, tdy is PAY DAY! =D

It's reali easy to make me happy..see..

[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
hmp!
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
bad man
-=Richard=- says:
where got... i got tell u ma
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
i say got..i say got..i say got la..
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
*hide one corner
-=Richard=- says:
squat beside evelyn.... poke poke*
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
*head turn inside..dun wana see richard
-=Richard=- says:
sit down beside evelyn..... *open hello panda biscuit start munching*
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
:|
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
pull pull richard's sleeve
-=Richard=- says:
hi!
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
look at richard..look at biscuit..look at richard SMILE
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
=D
-=Richard=- says:
so xian shi de....
-=Richard=- says:
pass one to evelyn
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
=D
[ E v 3 L y N ] says:
u r the best

LOL..okie..i'm gettin more n more childish..haha! but ya, dat's one of the way dat dat silly orange always do to make me hapi..marketin ppl is reali more creative..LOL..and i gt a lifetime warranty..he cannot bully me anymore..YEAH! haha..life is hard for him now..TOLERATE ME BA! =X

But life shld be like dat rite? whether u r hapi anot, life still goes on..so i've learnt to be hapi now..i din get angry for so long le..everytime i wana get angry den i'll think y i am angry..wah..finally ctrl my temper le..i like tis kinda feelin so much.. =D

Evelyn jia you!

Anyway, gor gor..dun be jealous k..i told u so many times le..no matter wat, u'll always be more impt than orange.. =X hehehe..and i cant give u mornin call cuz u wake up earlier than me ma..dun like dat la..LOL!

Hab to slp early le..GDNITE!

Rainy days...i lurv...

2008-09-24T20:39:00.003+08:00

Tis mornin..super duper gd weather to slp..but i hab to work.. =( *LOL* i've umbrella..after i din use umbrella for 11yrs, i use it again..den u know, i gt the gt umbrella = no umbrella feel..i am still wet..wat's the point of bringin an umbrella, u tell me..

So, my hair..all gone case liao..fringe all out of place..when u looked so terrible, u'll tend to meet alot of ppl.. *haha* i met yin kei @ amk mrt station..haha..den after dat, i met xinling @ tanjong pagar..and on the way, i met anna..LOL..

Den at 8am sharp, i called the silly orange..the super unappreciative orange..he said i disturb his slp.. -_-" but dat's the main purpose of a mornin call rite? and he nv say thkq lor..rude..HAHA! anyway, i think he fall aslp again after dat ba..hmmm..all the cab uncles lurv him alot i guess.. =X after dat he said he is bery hapi dat i called but dun wana let me know onli..ya ya ya..like i believe..

Den it's super duper cold at work..the SG team, i'm the onli one alive there..but lucky i still hab things to do..if nt i sure fall aslp..den nt so lucky tdy..my beloved wallet drank some soup tdy.. T_T n my hp almost drop to the floor..haha..the gone case day..

Tdy no snacks.. =X LOL..plus rainin..i'm reali bery hungry lor..den dat si orange said i am like an endless pit.. -_-" anyway, in future i cannot hab fren named richard..cuz he said 'althou he cannot be the 1st richard, he will be the last richard'..n dat's becuz i am the onli evelyn in his hp.. -_-" so, anyone named richard, plz change ur name 1st if u wana be my fren..HAHA! =X

But tdy isnt dat bad la..found back a old fren..tis chia ching yean..the guy who sat beside me for 1yr n always sing to disturb me during lesson..he made my sec 3 life an 'annoyin' one..haha! dat siao on one..he actually sign on..still as on as before..and as irritatin as before.. =X *LOL*

Tml thurs le..so fast eh..gonna be my TGIF soon...YEAH! meetin my zhen..i like going out wif her..cuz we practically like the same thing..eat, work, game, etc..the onli thing differ is guys..LOL..she like angmo..HAHA! for me, i prefer local made goods..hehe~

Slp le..nite nite..

PS. quan ge..i did warn u last nite ar..HAHA! dun shiver liao..

100th POST!!

2008-09-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hehe..happy 100th post..LOL.. =)

Hmm...sunday..where did i go? my stm is gettin more n more jialak..or is it i'm juz tired..okie..i think i went to cut my fringe wif zhen..i waited 1hrs for her! i wana faint..after dat we went to cwp's foodcourt..cuz everywhere is long queue lor..anyway, go to cwp's foodcourt remember to go to the 5th floor one k..dun go the 7th floor one.. =b

Den ytd i am a bit blue..alot of things la..made me bery stress n tired..n i kept complainin to orange..haha! i complain till 1am.. =X sometimes it's nt easy to be my fren oso..hab to listen to my naggin n talk to me till i feel slpy..hehe..

Den tis mornin..he still can wake me up at 6am..n some more he oready finish joggin le..amazing..becuz he always will slp till 830am (when he's workin at 9am) n take cab to work..believe me, he can slp more than me..like a pig..den he said is becuz i messed up his routine.. -_-"

Anyway, tml is going to be a bery boring day..glenda on course, alyn on leave..me how?? tdy oready bery jialak le..i tot will be busy..so i do things faster..in the end, i sit there read notes from 2pm till 530pm..and some more boss bought curry puff..hab to eat even thou nt hungry.. =X after eatin, i can hardly open my eyes lor..haha..eat till so full n hab to sit there to read notes..cant imagine wat will happen to me tml..LOL!

Next week finally hab 1 ph..haha! slp whole day.. =X Hmmm..tis friday hab to meet zhen for dinner cuz we target wana eat 'somethin' but always no time to eat..haha..30th going to meet yun dey all for ktv den 3rd meet meijuan dey all for dinner/ktv/movie..like so busy..haha..

Okie..

Tonite reali gotta slp early..

U..dun disturb me..

Opps..

=X

Decisions..

2008-09-21T15:59:00.003+08:00

Frenz = forever
Bf = for awhile

I did not regret dat i still chose to be ur fren..fren will nv leave u but bf will..u r too impt to me..i dun wana lose u..so, i am being selfish..i'd rather hab u as a fren forever than to lose u one day.. =)

Hmmm...

2008-09-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

Hmmm...i made my brother angry le..he dun reply my sms liao..hmmm..i made him angry again..oh no~ but i reali dunno u r serious dat u wana meet me cuz u always said dat..and i was slpin so i din know u were waitin since 9am till i wake up..i'm sorry.. =(

Hmmm...i'm thinkin whether to continue wif my drivin licence plan..LOL..i'm juz stuck at the practical part becuz I DUN DARE TO DRIVE..haha! dat's the most jialak part..i nv even take any lesson yet..my advance theory can last till 21/05/2010 onli..give me the courage to drive ba..hehe..

Hmmm...it's a saturday n i actually spent the whole day at home..actually wana go cut my hair..i mean fringe onli.. =X but den my dear txz actually falls aslp! by the time she wake up, i think she've to go dating le ba..dun wana make her rush ard..so we r going to cut tml.. =)

Hmmm...work is okie but i'm nt reali lookin forward to it..mayb becuz it's too bored le ba..rite now la..glenda told me i'll be busy during oct cuz we'll be helpin dbs to do some of the processing oso..ya dbs..omg dbs..dbs again! y i juz cant get away from dbs..haha! by now, u shld be able to guess i am workin in which company oready?

SUPER BORING!

Happy Bday YUN YUN!! =D

2008-09-20T01:05:00.011+08:00

Tdy i'm bery bery extremely tired..many many contracts to be created n client code..on a friday when i slpt at 2am last nite n woke up at 555am in the mornin..haha! becuz ytd orange tot i am angry so he called me at abt 1130pm..and we talked till abt 130am..oso dunno wat we talkin abt den din see time..

I think his hp bill is gonna be bery expensive tis mth..anyway, i was busy listenin to the 'discounted' gdnite song dat he's singin..dat's y i din stop him from wastin money..=X opps..hehe..i think last nite i am too excited..oso dunno over wat but i juz cant slp..

During work, i almost laugh out when i read a sms..alyn muz be thinkin dat i am crazy to smile at my hp..LOL..know y? becuz i was tellin orange dat i wana send him email cuz bosses all nt in, super boring..

Den he asked me if it's i wana send him lurv letter..i said i dunno how to write lurv letter so i asked him to write instead..and he reali sent a so called 'lurv sms'..but nt those mushy one ok..HAHA..but still, cannot reveal wat he wrote..he'll kill me.. =b

After work, i went to meet candy, yun, della, seline, zhen n siang at bugis..went to eat vegetarian food..hehe..but it's nice ok! will definitely go back to eat again..so far gt 2 oready..one is the buffet at quality hotel n the other one will be tis..i nv like vegetarian food until i ate at these places..trust me..u dun mind eatin them everyday..HAHA!

After eatin we went to raffles..actually all the shops closed oready so we started to be bery zi lian..think we took at least 100photos.. =X ppl were all lookin..LOL..but it's fun when u r wif ur frenz..den we went to starbucks n sang a bday song for yun yun..i reali lurv them so much..starts to miss them again le..hehe..

Den when we were happily talkin in the train, i stepped on an idiot's leg..i nv know a guy could be so freakin childish, idiotic, nt gentleman, ~~fuckin~~ petty..i mean..i did nt do it purposely n i apologised at least 3times to him immediately..it's becuz the train shaked wat..

And i am onli wearin 2cm short heels..how much can dat hurt rite? n dat idiot keep on ouch ouch ouch so loudly like as if i stepped on him so many times..i am nt tryin to say i am nt wrong when i stepped on ppl..but when u r in a crowded train plz hab common sense to keep ur stupid feets away la..sit there like as if he's the king n the legs stretched out so much..n i say again, i did nt do it purposely..

And he keep touchin his toes like as if it's hurt..plz, his toes r alrite..nt even red or wat..bery normal..so i ignored him n let him sit there continue his one man show, let him be there 'ouch-ing' away.. =X LOL! yun was bery angry..haha..so she talked loudly n scolded him indirectly..n dat idiot dun even dare to say anythin after dat..HAHA!

Den when he left the train..he ~~fuckin~~ stare at me lor! so i am bery bad, i scolded him bastard.. =X but dat's nt the best part..i tot he was alone all the while..until when he alight den i realised dat the guy beside him is his fren cuz when they alight den dey started talkin..i think, he's juz too ashame to let ppl know dat the bastard is his fren..he is so damn wayang lor..sissy..

Okie..i'm sorry ~~halal pig~~ n i hope ur toes did nt rot after dat bcuz u keep rubbin it..i am nt being racist..juz referin to him onli okie..he's the shame of the malays..dun let me see u on weekdays..i'll let u know wat is the real meanin of 'ouch'..

I shld be slpin rite now..it's 2am again..LOL..dunno wat time i'll wake up tml..tml i'm gonna cut my fringe..super 'kok tao' now..but hope i wont end up like a xiao mei mei again..gonna be more careful tis time..hehe..stay awake when ppl cuttin ur head.. =b

GDNITE..HAPPY WEEKEND!! YEAH ^___^

我喜欢的样子你都有

2008-09-18T19:54:00.004+08:00

When life is gettin too sweet, u might get diabetes.. =b *LOL*

My beloved dearest most precious most important brother..can u make up ur mind when u wana meet me? and btw, ur mp3 still makes my com hang leh..OMG..i think my com dun quite like ur mp3..HAHA..opps.. =X but i'll still continue to try so dat u can hab at least ur 蒲公英的约定..see..i still remember one okie.. =)

Tml is friday..TGIF! wah tis week, i've been wakin up at 6am and slpin at 1130pm..bery bery tired..and i've been makin silly 'mistakes'..haha..1st, i kept callin someone wrongly..2times oready..i dunno y la but my hp keep dailing dat number when i wana call another person..

And tis mornin..i was msging orange(richard tan)..den i received a msg from richard goh..but i din see carefully so i tot is orange n i forwarded the whole msg with a 'send wrongly la' to orange.. =X after dat i see again..how come richard goh is there..i tot my sms sot oready cuz the time richard goh msged me was last nite n before dat shld be orange's msg..onli den did i finally wake up n realised, ya i did it again..HAHA..trust me, i can be more blur than dat..hehe..

Tml meetin my BRCHs for dinner..miss them so much..esp yun n siang..1mth+ din see them le..tml zhen will be comin to raffles to meet me 1st..HEHE! dinner will be late cuz yun work till 8pm..so predict dinner will be at 930pm again..LOL..but nvm, she's worth all the waiting..haha..

Hmm..actually i am a bit sad..cuz i'll be studyin alone next yr..cuz the sch did nt accept ymd.. =( *haiz* who will motivate me den? if i din go den who take notes for me.. =X haha..so who wana study the boring accounting wif me? plz apply before nov..thkq..

I am so so so slpy..still honeymoon-ing at work..so the whole day msgin wif orange..but he keep bullyin me..one moment wana use spider scare me, one moment make me become starfruit, etc etc..i'll let him become dry orange one day.. =X haha..he hapi le lor..tml he on leave..super envy..haha..nvm i'll hab 14days of leave oso 3mths later..hehe..

ARR..time plz goes faster at work..nothin to do is boring.. =X take back my words..haha..actually i'll be busy at end of oct cuz gt project..woo..actually i prefer to be busy at work than sit there read their pdts..WAHAHA~

Life..u juz cant be satisfied wif wat u r gettin..

Lively blog..LOL

2008-09-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻地尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有~~~~

Now my blog is more alive le ma? no more dead dead songs..LOL..new time i put his 阳光宅男 okie? HAHA..i'm going mad soon..BECUZ I AM SO FREAKIN SLPY..and y am i still bloggin? i'm addicted to it..like real..i juz happened to hear tis song so i wan it in my blog..gdnite~~

FRIDAY COMIN SOOOOONNNNNN!!

Lookin forward to my weekend.. =D

2nd day of work..

2008-09-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

Still honeymoon period ba..hehe..but tdy is better..at least i am doing things the whole day..tml alyn wnt be in..dunno if i'll hab things to do anot..hmm..actually my colleagues r nt bad but i missed my della, yun yun, candy, seline, amy, etc etc SO SO SO MUCH..

And ya, ytd i met amy..HAHA! was so surprise..cuz i was tellin xinling duno will meet old colleagues anot when we were walkin pass dbs tower..den amy juz pop out..so hapi to see her..den i realised, i missed her so much! OMG..

Ytd nite was a LOL.. =X cuz actually i was oready 90% slpin le den orange called..so i answered 'unwillingly'..i reali fallin aslp le ok..haha..den u know wat he did? suddenly he started singing his version of 'twinkle twinkle little star'!!!

He dunno wat are the actual lyrics so he juz anyhow put in watever words he like..i nv say nt nice ok..but after he sing le den i was like super wide awake lor..cuz luff too much..is it still called bedtime song? haha..will he kill me if he happened to see tis in future..HAHA! fyi, he dunno my blog add so dun ever tell him.. =b

And dat aia..dunno shld take back everythin anot..if aia were to fall, i'm going to be bery sad..LOL..but den, if i take out now, i'll lose 80% of wat i put in..nt gd oso..since either way oso die, i'll take the risk..aia, u better survive.. =)

Gor said he wana date me..haha..u sure u gt time for me? i know u care abt me oso..i know ar..i nv say u din..i know ur mp3 is bery impt to u..i'll make it nice nice den give u back k..lol..need time to find the perfect songs ma..LOL..

And turnin back is meaningless now..regret is pointless oso..bcuz the harm is done..and u n me r finished..dun blame me for wat i did..bcuz u cant give me wat i want..and all i ever wanted is a faithful bf..

Slp le..gdnite~~~~~~~~

Somebody save me~

2008-09-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

1st day of work..LOL..wat orange told me isnt true! no shuai ge at all.. =X all muz be 30yrs old n above dat kind..i mean the guys there la..HAHA..i am evil..but den the gals r pretty..haha..it's reali sianzation ok..for the whole day..i've been wif my shifu, learnin 3system again..

I can nv escape from all the systems i guess..DBS i think gt minimum 5? HAHA..need time to adapt ba..and i cant believe it..dey r using LOTUS NOTES!! *faint* anyway, my shifu is a bery patience gal ba..heng..haha..my colleagues, so far so gd..1st day onli..

Anyway i missed my msn so so so much..suddenly realised it's so gd to me..haha..if onli i've msn there, i wont be so bored..364days more to go..haha..but i guess, be a boring admin officer is better than doing marketing ba..orange OT till almost 830pm while i get to go home at 6pm sharp n went cwp to buy bubble tea.. =X

Oh ya..my dear gor gor..haha..wat u jealous abt? i reali dunno..and our contract is 1mth onli lor..up till october ma..den oso nv say wat i've to do if break contract..LOL..u r too careless liao..anyway, u r still bery impt to me la..more impt than orange ok.. =X so dun be jealous le ok.. =)

So thkz to gor gor, orange, jun quan, zhen n kendrick..haha..dey 'accompanied' me tdy when i am so bored at work..hehehe..dat silly orange, he msged me 'Lol so poor thing meh... Nvm you still gt hp n richard... you'll be juz fine.. kakaka' *faint* haha..

SLPY!! Gdnite ppl..

Sianzation.. ...

2008-09-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to go to bed in 15mins' time but still blog..blog blog blog..haha..i juz did my calculation..it's kinda sad case..cuz after cpf deduction, bills, insurance, travel, makan and my beloved sch fees, i'm estimated to be left wif onli 100bucks per mth..pathetic rite?

Den i realised ytd i am nt reali moody la..LOL..guess is more of becuz i was sick..know y? i am kinda gone case ytd..HAHA..but i think i passed it to orange oso..actually i am onli tryin to convince him nt to bully me anymore..u see...

-=Richard=- said:
okie.. then tml then bully ~ today sayang first
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
.............
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
so tdy wat i say den u'll do?
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
=D
-=Richard=- said:
i just say today dun bully u... u think i become yr maid ar
-=Richard=- said:
rofl
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
but i am sick u know.. (._. )
-=Richard=- said:
u say abit onli ma....
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
.........
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
a bit but is still sick ma..:P
-=Richard=- said:
hahaha~ the what u wan me to do.... i consider lor
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
hmm..actually nothin
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
when i tot of somethin le den i tell u
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
hehe
-=Richard=- said:
by tt time, u recovered liao le lor
-=Richard=- said:
rofl
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
ya hor..
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
eeekkk
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
den i wish i sick one more day
-=Richard=- said:
OEI
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
:| y oei me
-=Richard=- said:
smack u lor
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
sick still kena smack?
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
T____T
-=Richard=- said:
cos u wanna be sick ma
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
den u'll sayang me ma
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
lol
-=Richard=- said:
hehe.... so sweet~
-=Richard=- said:
i sayang whether u are sick anot lor
-=Richard=- said:
pat pat eve's head
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
=D reali..
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
den cannot bully me anymore
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
:P
-=Richard=- said:
tt a totally different issue
-=Richard=- said:
: p
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
:( batman
[ E v 3 L y N ] withdrawal symptom said:
still say will sayang me no matter i sick anot
-=Richard=- said:
i confirm sayang u ma... blink blink... but sayang nvr say cannot bully ma

-___-" in the end i still nv win..okie..gotta slp now..but i doubt i'll be able to slp..hehe..i know, it's nt the 1st time i'm going to work..haha! but i am an introvert in the 1st place ma..i am nt those dat will go ard sayin 'HI NICE TO MEET U'.. LOL..

Okie slp slp slp..GDNITE~

Alive n kickin..

2008-09-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it's gd to be sick.. *LOL* dat's when someone will onli sayang me n wont bully me anymore.. =X i mean, still hab liang xin nt to bully a patient..hehe..but i am ok now..lucky i am still alive..haha..know y? after i eat the medicine oready, orange tell me 'hey i tot medicine onli can last for 3mths..' -____-" but 'expired' medicine still managed to cure me..i dun vomit le.. *touch wood* =)

And, tdy is eugene's 24th bday..happy bday lao da!! Hmm..u r older than me again..haha..but nvm, 5mths later i'll be same age as u again..haha..we've always been the 1st to wish each other happy bday at 12am sharp for the past 4yrs..see who fails 1st..HAHA! ( '-')

Ppl, dun see he always appear to be so mcp..ok la he is a bit mcp la but he treat all his fren bery gd, easy going, a gd listener n always can make ppl happy again..u can tell him all ur secrets n u know it's safe..he can be so super caring till u find him naggy.. =X dun say so much..later he fly..AND he's super shy..so while stock last, 'fight' to be his 1st gf ba.. *lol* he's gonna kill me when he see tis.. =X

Hmm..tdy is the last day of my freedom.. >___<

HMmMmmmm.......

2008-09-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

I muz promise myself nv to let someone affects my mood so much again..reali bery stupid..for the whole day i am so moody..and i reali dun understand y i am so moody..i mean, for wat reason i shld be moody..mood swing till so jia lak..gone case..

And dat damn stomach of mine..i feed u den u make me feel dat i am nt hungry..and when u make me feel dat u r hungry, i feed u den u dun accept much food from me..wat do u wan? den whole day i onli ate half bowl of fried rice, 1 packet of drink n 3/4 bowl tempura udon..n dat's i forced it down..n now the stupid stomach is givin me dat strange feelin again..for the whole nite till juz now, it keep makin me feelin like vomittin..dumb dumb stomach..later i feed u some medicine den u know..

Okie i guess i am too tired..juz now went to huisi's hse to play mahjong..won abit..so feelin a bit better..mayb is lucky if nt is they let me win..but i juz cant concentrate..n i keep askin stupid qns..haha..i'm still learnin ok..i still dunno how to count how many tai all dat..is dey say how much den i juz follow..too chim..

Den juz now i went to buy lantern for jermaine n jeron..no matter how noti she is, i still luv her..sometimes i wonder if it's i spoilt her..but dat gal..how am i supposed to dislike her..cuz after she made me angry, she'll come to me n say 'ah yi i lurv u..bu yao sheng qi le..i lurv u la..' u tell me..how am i supposed to scold her after dat..so ya, the useless ah yi forgave her immediately.. -______-"

I'm so tired tired tired tired tired..super duper tired!!

Kids...most scary..

2008-09-13T11:47:00.003+08:00

Nowadays..with all the improved milk powder..yes, kids are capable of hurtin ppl oso.. -_-" when dey r noti n u scold them, guess wat dey did? dey went to their bag n give u back wat u gave her last time..and after dat tell me dat she dun wan me anymore.. -_____________-" u onli said one sentence n dey bomb u wif many many sentences.. *hai* mayb she dun know i lurv her alot..

Ytd i slpt at abt 3am..dat's the last time i looked at my hp..dunno y i juz cant slp..i reached hm at abt 115am u know? and i woke up at 630am..damn..i played uno wif my phone for awhile n i fall aslp again at abt 8am..BUT abt 930am, dat gal i mentioned above, came lookin for me..no, i din scold her for dat..i scolded her later on is becuz she's pratically behavin like a 'lao gao bu'..nvm dat..n after i wake up at 930am, i tried to play uno again..ya it works..i slpt till 1030am..bcuz my alarm rings..feelin frustrated, i tried to slp again..but at 11am, i gave up..tell me..wat the ~~fuck~~ is wrong wif me..

K..i'm finished..go bathe liao..going for my mahjong..

BREAK RECORD!!

2008-09-13T01:10:00.004+08:00

Okie..i juz came back from party world.. -_-" dun wish to count how many times le..lol..i am nt a gd singer but i dunno y i end up there so many times..but thkz God, it's differ places..hehe..i realised i cant sing hapi songs..but tdy i'm nt the one who wana go..is zhen dragged me there.. =X

I'm nt feelin so gd..from the moment i got out of the house, shoulders r achin..stomach a bit strange..and i feel like vomittin..sign of old age..HAHA..think i din slp well ba..i'd some sort of 'nightmare'..cant said wat it is but it's my fear..u know dat kinda feelin, the moment someone gets closer to u, the sooner he's gonna leave u..juz givin an example onli..

I've to admit..i am bery afraid of ppl leavin me..esp when the person meant alot to me..it always hurt alot..i always took a bery long time to trust someone..rite now, there's someone who meant alot to me..but i've a bery strong feelin, he'll be the next to leave me..okie, i'm still givin u another example onli..

Okie i am feelin down..do u know who i am referrin to? u know i am referrin to u? i bet u dunno..dun think u even read my blog..i am always there when u wana look for me n u wont know when there will be a day dat i'll decided to leave u..i shld leave things as it is rite? for fish i think so much.. =)

Happy happy..be happy..actually i am quite satisfied wif the way things r now..sometimes hab, sometimes dun hab..haha..dunno wat i am talkin abt..u know wat i am talkin abt meh? no rite..so dun ask me..reali wana know? ask ah drick..onli he knows abt it la..but i dun think he'll tell u.. =b

ROFL!!

Friday le.. T___T

2008-09-12T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm..12th oready..count down to the last few days of my freedom..hehe..actually i shld nt be so stress rite? cuz my job is supposed to be a super boring job..u know wat i'm gonna miss when i start work? unbelievable but is my msn.. LOL!

Cuz for the past 1mth, i've been disturbin orange everyday when he is workin.. *hehe* i'm gd ok..i 'accompany' him till he finish work at 6pm so he wont fall aslp..haha..but tdy he's nt online..he went for meetin so whole day wont be in office..super boring lor..he super gd life..later he's going to BBQ! when was the last time i went to BBQ le? =(

Luckily i still hab kendrick n zhen..my dear zhen is on mc again..haha! But dunno if she still wana go shoppin cuz till now, she's still SLPIN!! yes, 3pm liao still slpin..after she msg me at 8am tellin me she's nt workin tdy, she practically disappeared..haha..so i suspect she falls aslp again while waitin for me to wake up..LOL..

Can time juz stop here? monday dun come can? haha..onli slackers will think tis way rite? =b k i muz be more hardworkin den..still haben help gor to upload songs into his mp3.. =X he's gonna kill me..HAHA!!

TOO FAST!!

2008-09-11T22:45:00.001+08:00

God..i cant believe it..tml is friday le!

I mean, after i've been slackin for abt 6weeks, i've to start work again on monday..omg omg omg..too fast le la..nt mentally prepared yet..how how how..haha..gt to face new environment n new colleagues again..kinda nervous la..haha..think i wont be able to slp on sunday nite liao.. *hehe*

Actually i kinda miss being brchyhy..haha..i've been dat for 3yrs le ma..more or less gt feelings..i miss my brchyyn, brchymd, brchten, brchatc, brchwzh, brchaca, brchtmu, brchltt, brchcsy, brchsca, etc etc..all of them..been 1 mth since i last meet them.. =(

Btw, now the fruits family expanded liao..HAHA..becuz quan ge wana be mango, gaia wana be peach so i tell them i be apple..haha! all becuz of dat silly orange..cuz of his chinese name n callin him orange is reali bery soon (easy to call) lor..hehe.. =X

And, i wana clarify..tis richard tan (aka orange) n the richard goh (aka dinosaur) i mentioned last time is different ppl la..dun ask me liao..dinosaur is onli my little brother..no why la cuz he is so much younger than me..and orange is onli my gd fren..no why oso cuz i juz treat him like a gd fren juz like kendrick la..okie..so i'm still single.. =X

I wana go chinese garden leh..who wana go? hehe..cuz i am dat mountain turtle dat hab nv been there before..actually i wana ask zhen but i dun think she'll wana go la..sure say i bo liao..lol..

Sat i'll hab a mahjong session at lakeside..haha..so far rite..but too bad, i lurv dat 'exercise'..so it's worth travellin..hehe..muz psycho them to go chinese garden wif me after dat..MUAHAHA~ =X it's so near lor..

Tis yr nv buy any mooncake..in the 1st place, i dun eat those traditional mooncake one la..family oso dun quite like..ya, we r like dat..dun like cake, dun like mooncake..haha! last yr i hab to buy is becuz it's for his family..n i saw the HOME'S durian mooncake..durian flavor skin wif durian insde..SUPERB OKIE! =X but this yr, there's no point buyin la..

Arr..life..so much changes..

Oh My Tian.. HAHA..

2008-09-11T14:29:00.004+08:00

Gor..read tis post bery carefully.. HAHA!!

I received emails from someone la..someone else's fren..my fren oso la..haha!!

"anyway..til now hor.. no news frm catering lor. still say wan hire me.. haha.. bluff lei.. anyway, i go to ur bro website. hiring part-time mkting exe.. but it say female preferred.. wat liew.. sex discrimination. tell ur bro i sue him. LOLx"

=X

den i wana post his name here so dat it's easier for u to know who he is..but he said..

"AYE..dun reveal my name ok? lolx. ktr ur bro drive car hit me. lolx
dun put XXXX oso hor.. put me as mango. lolx. all ur frends are fruits. lolx orange n mango.. wooo.. soun yummy except tat i hatte to eat orange. hahaha"

gor u r clever..u shld know who he is le rite..i mentioned him a few times in my blog before le..

HAHA!!

Mango dun like my brother n orange..

-end-

Hmm..

2008-09-11T00:21:00.003+08:00

It'll be the last time dat i will ever talk abt it wif u..for 2hrs, i onli saw u tryin to lie to me again..WHY after so long, u still chose to lie to me..i did gave u a chance for u to be honest to me..but in the end, u still chose to lie again..it's reali bery disappointing..even he himself oso admit dat he cant settle down his heart on me..den y wana hold me back..i dun meant to get married or wat la..wat i meant is, when u r wif me, at least be faithful to me can?

Why u always like to promise me things when u know bery well dat u cant do it? u know, dat kinda u get a hope n after dat realised it's juz a lie, u were nv serious abt wat u said to me..u know how much it hurts? but i think it's too late..becuz, i wana move on..i wan an honest relationship..

And i make it clear to u..i leave u nt becuz of anyone else..stop blamin ppl when u r the one who caused all tis..if my frens r bastard, dat gal is a slut..okie? i dun meant to talk tis way..but dat's wat i feel..dun insult my fren..

So, i've been in a bery bad mood..but i did tried to ctrl my feelings..so no one got bombed..but things ain't dat bad..well, it is nt the 1st time i hab to face tis kinda things anyway..i think i am used to it le..

And dat poor orange has been talkin to me..i din tell him wat happened..but he always managed to make me smile in the end..n i feel bad bcuz he's busy at work..so, i think he's quite unlucky to know me..i'm so troublesome, sometimes bad mood (dunno gt show him attitude anot..dun remember) den always so childish..dunno y la..when i talk to him, i'll naturally talk dat way..

I mean, i dun say those batman la, smack ppl times dunno how many times la, pretend to be tis or dat la, etc etc la..i think i under 'stress' la..if nt oso dunno y i become so childish..or all along i am la..anyway, he's been bery coorporative la..i act wat den he oso act..haha.. =X

Okie anyway, i know next yr i've to start studyin le..but i feel like to continue my boxercise class..in fact, i missed it..dat time i'd wanted to continue it but he dun allow me to..sayin it takes away my time for him n make me less feminine..mayb ba..

Yang yang was tellin me, 'har, u so thin le still wana continue ar?' -__-" hello..it makes u stronger n healthier onli ok..nth to do wif makin u thinner..haha..becuz after it, u will be super duper hungry n eat even more..LOL!! dat's for me la..other ppl i dunno.. =b and for me, it's a bery gd way to destress..

Anyway, life goes on whether i am happy or sad..so be happy ba.. =)

CANNOT CALM DOWN!!

2008-09-09T17:15:00.003+08:00

Okie i'm back from medical checkup..NO BLOOD TEST!! yahoo~ =DDDDD i was so worried since friday lor..now i'm feelin so hapi..cannot calm down at all..since i left the clinic, my mood super duper gd gd gd..words cant describe my feelings..haha!!

And, i am feelin so loved..hehe..tis mornin, 4 ppl wake me up..mayb dey all know i dun wana go for it..1st is mum..bery standard..9am sharp..called me when she's outside..haha..den jermaine oso wana talk to me before she board her sch bus..den is orange..he eat snake..haha.. =X ok ok i know u r entitled to 15mins for ur personal call..den is my zhen..haha..so, ya i woke up on time..ytd he oso msged me..hai..thkz..

Den my brother..haha..in the end he still came to accompany go for all the checkup..haha..thkq..but he is super bad..when finished oready, he went to ask if there's any blood test for me.. -_- haha..we went to hoshigaoka (dunno correct spellin anot) for lunch..the food normal la but is bery big portion..haha..den went to sata den go home..

But my dear brother..haha..next time dun horn other cars like dat can? haha..cuz ppl horn him a few times when it's green light..den at the next traffic light, he horn him n din release the button until the lorry drives off.. LOL..

I'm super slpy now but cant slp..still bery hapi..haha..orange cant believed dat there is no blood test for me..haha..he said i made him 'excited' the whole day oso den end up nothin happened..he said 'tian li he zai' -_-" haha..he said gor is nt bad enuff..he said if he's there, he'll say 'can i request for blood test?' *faints*

It's 6pm now..always hab to remind ppl to off com n go home at 6pm..haha..but it's proven i guess..u can see who is more hardworkin..kendrick always remember to say bye..but orange..6pm bery sharp, he'll disappear..HAHA! like as if 6pm his com will auto shut down at 6pm..he din say bye to me AGAIN..batman~

K i go watch my drama le..watchin the outsiders..actually wana watch the 2nd part one..but i more or less forgotten wat happened le..so i watch the 1st part again..haha..i know it's a super old old old drama le..think dat time i'm still in poly..hehe..BUT 郭品超 reali too attractive le la.. =X opps..fa hua chi..haha..anyway, orange dun like his name..he said it sounds like scolding ppl..haha..

ok bye~

'mornin-mare'

2008-09-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

haha..nt nightmare becuz it's in the mornin..ok tml i'm going for medical checkup.. T_T i hate blood test..stupid leh..y muz go for medical checkup leh..i'm onli thin ma..other than dat, i am healthy lor..mayb even healthier than u lor..still ask me go for medical checkup before i start work.. 34%^$%&^%&*^(**$^$ =X

hehe..supposed to go today..but i din even hear my alarm..haha..guess i'm too tired..or mayb i am too scare so my mind tell my brain to tell my ears dat i cant hear the alarm? =X so i'm bery determined to wake up at 9am tml n go for it..haha..

juz now gor called me..actually he wana go wif me but reali nt on the way..sian..so in the end still hab to go alone..haha..firstly, i dun like to go alone la..but nvm, i'll bring along my darling ds wif me..hehe..secondly, i hate needles.. >_<

somebody save me~

again n again n again..haha..

2008-09-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

Know y? i went jb again..i sing again..i shoppin again..haha..like as if i'm enjoyin the last few days of my freedom..well, i do feel stress to start work again..new environment, new ppl, new job..so i like retail therapy..

Ytd i slpt bery late..becuz of dat dota guy..so i slpt at 4am n he dunno ta till wat time..den i woke up at abt 9am n prepared to go JB wif zhen..she wana go sing n shop..n to go on a sunday, it's JAM lor..no bus wana go in..so in the end we decided to walk in..

Went to sing again..den after dat walked ard but nth much to buy oso..or rather, we din see anythin dat we like..haha..ma fan de ren is like dat one..choosy..lolz..so abt 5pm we decided to go back..surprisingly, NO QUEUE!! =b

Feelin dat we din shop enuff so we went to amk hub..settled our dinner at fish n co..hmmm..yes, it reminds me of someone again..cuz i always share the seafood platter for 2 wif him..ok nvm..forget it..

Den we went back to cwp..dat's when we reali gt somethin to buy..haha..sometimes, learn to appreciate wat is around u ba..u complain dat it's there always, no change, but u end up buyin things from there..haha.. =b den went to buy bubble tea again n go home..

Wana zzz oready..tml still hab to go for medical checkup..ma fan..hab to go orchard 1st den wdl again..super ma fan!!i am so super duper tired..how how how..think i'm gettin lazier la.. HAHA!

Zhen n i always hab a dream..dat's to become tai tai so dat we can always go shoppin together everyday..lolz!! k-ing, high tea, shoppin, etc etc..our dream..lol..nt bery realistic thou..in sg, how to be tai tai..best is become a yellow face onli..u know, those hair messy messy, take care of kids, cook like maid, do hsework like slave dat kind? =X so it's best to go to work afterall rite? =)

Pisces r supposed to be unrealistic..but y am i dreamin lesser now? i seems to hab wake up le..i gave up on the bery tiring relationship..nt becuz i fall for someone else..is becuz i am reali tired..holdin onto someone who dunno wat he reali wanted made things worse..

Lurv at 1st sight is possible..he was the 1st one..even thou we break n patch for so many times, throughout the past few yrs, i nv tot of being wif someone..lurv at 1st sight is powerful..it's even stronger than those 'slowly nuture feelings' kinda relationship..dat's y it's so hard to let go..

But i've decided..to let go of u..i wana move on..u din cherish our relationship..if nt u wont do wat u did..if u wana say i am selfish, i dun mind..i'm juz tired of crying..i juz wana be happier..i dun wana go thru all tis again..

I did tot of givin u a chance again on ur bday..someone told me to test u..it's a stupid test i guess but i still tried it cuz i felt dat it reali can let me see if u r reali serious abt wat u said..n in the end, u failed..even u oso doubt dat u can stay faithful to me..how am i supposed to trust u again?

It doesnt means dat when i am wif u, i am nt happy all the time..u did treat me well sometimes, we went to alot of places together, we celebrated so many things together, etc etc..but the moment u betray me again, everythin is gone again..u promised me so many times dat it'll be the last time but it nv was the last time..

I juz want a normal peaceful life..

Singing queen.. =b

2008-09-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

Okie i sing again..haha..i went to party world wif zhen n we told a lie..haha..cuz the person was askin for either vip card or student pass..zhen din bring the vip card..den she told the gal, 'she (referin to me) din bring her student pass'..and..the gal believed it!! *faints* i still look young..HAHA! =b

At 1st, i think we were too full..sing till like wana die like dat..but after some time, we warmed up oready n sing till so high..she la..started singin those fast songs..den we gt addicted so the rest of it all fast one..and u know, we can sing couple songs so well together..haha..but we r straight one ok..=b Hmmm..too bad em din come..if nt we can hab more fun..haha..

Den, dunno where to go..so we went home to play mahjong..nt the real one..cuz nt enuff ppl..so we still stick to viwawa's wahjong..u'll nv san que yi..haha..if nt i can play the bery old old version..u know, jacky wu's ming xing san que yi..2002 dat time ba..hehe..but u know wat, up till now, i think i am still a noobie..i dun even know how to calculate all the 'tais'..it's bery easy to cheat me..tell me wat i get n pay me wat u wana pay.. *HAHA*

I'm gonna start work soon..totally no mood..haha..i've been slackin for so long oready..someone help me to start up my engine again? hehe.. =b

I'm officially Employed.. hehe..

2008-09-05T13:47:00.002+08:00

Okie tdy i went to sign the appointment letter..i wasn't reali familiar wif dat area cuz for the past 3yrs i onli know how to walk from tanjong pagar mrt station to dbs tower..haha..so i went 1 big round to get to aviva building! mornin exercise..hehe..

Den, thkz to gor again..he said, becuz other ppl din cherish me so he's going to treat me better..haha..i think u r still worried abt me rite? but i am ok la..haha..cuz before i went to sign the letter, he called me..and after dat when i was at bugis he called me again cuz he wana know if i wan him to send me home..haha..u r reali going to spoil me..

I've a bet wif him..he said i am nt going to be single for long cuz i'm oready so used to having someone wif me..he look down on me dat i cant stay single till october..haha..my dear brother, i'm gonna prove u wrong..i'll win the bet.. =) but wat did we bet on ar?? *ROFL*

After dat, i went to bugis to meet zhen..we din eat breakfast..lol..so the moment i reached, we went straight to ajisan..after dat, we started our retail therapy..lolz..i onli bought a pair of heels..ya, i'm going to start wearin it..lolz..time for me to 'grow taller'..so eve will be '170cm' in future.. =b u believe? nah..haha..onli 165cm.. *HAHA*

Den we took a cab hm..nt dat we r rich okie..u know y? actually we were in 960..it was ok..aircon was coolin, seats were comfortable, blah blah blah..until one bery inconsiderate person bought the bus..he/she din know he/she hab hk leg? think he/she took off his/her shoes! plz la, next time plz be more considerate..so we cant tahan it n is reali too tired to wait for the next bus so we took cab..hehe..

I nua at home for abt 1hr den went out again..haha..poly gatherin..went to cityhall to meet poor quan ge..he's the 1st to reach there..haha..met jas, pf, kait n jerry after dat n we went to sizzler..hmmm..the food is nt bad la..but y dun hab cream of chicken! =(

I like the conversation wif someone.. =)

I said: 0k 0k..i create evelyn
He said: u think game ar.... create
I said: evelyn = bad temper, stubborn, impatient..
I said: created
I said: lol
I said: =X
I said: defect goods
He said: press "delete"
He said: delete confirm: Yes/No
He said: press "No"
He said: hehe
I said: huh u pressed 'no'?
I said: give u 2nd chance
I said: 'delete' Button
I said: delete cfm: yes/no
He said: hug!
He said: carry evelyn back home
I said: :|
I said: u prefer defect goods
He said: no one prefect ma....

=)

Okie..actually i onli like the last sentence.. =X lolz..becuz finally found someone who hab the same thinkin as me, dat no one is perfect..dat's wat i've been tryin to let a person understands..i hope he's doing fine..becuz i saw his recent photos..he's thinner now..okie it still hurts to see dat..i'd wanted to msg him n tell him to eat more..but i tot for bery long, whether to press 'send' anot..den finally, i told myself, let go ba..

So, if u r still readin my blog, i hope u'll take bery gd care of urself..eat ur meals on time, dun set ur aircon too low, cover blanket (at least cover ur stomach), dun always bathe late, dun eat oily supper, be more hardworkin n dun always wait for things to happen, dun always be late, dun play too much computer, dun sit so near ur com when watchin movies, dun drive too fast, be more patience, dun trust ur fren so easily, dun keep changin hp, dun drink too much, think before u buy somethin, dun keep drinkin coffee every mornin, etc etc..i wont be there to remind u abt all tis again..

Brother day.. =)

2008-09-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

Sry ytd i went crazy..for dat moment i cant take it anymore..but i removed the post oready..dun wana keep any of dat memory..i shld learn to let go..

Okie..tdy is happier..i went malaysia wif gor..early in the mornin..went shoppin, k-ing n took neoprint, etc etc..lol..the last time we took neoprint was like 6yrs ago..we changed alot..haha..when i scanned it, i'll post it here..both of them n u'll see the differ..

I've been a sotong..reali super malu..lucky i dun go there often..u know wat? becuz he wana pay everythin..so after we took the neoprint, i wana pay..so i quickly took out the money n give it to the gal..the way she looked at me is so weird..u know why? bcuz i gave her less.. HAHA! =X think my hearing reali gt problem..lolz..

But thkz for accompanyin me despite being so busy..u know, he's on the phone ALWAYS.. =X hehe..n he wana introduce his fren to me.. -_-" i am onli 23 lor..no need match make..hahaha..

But i'm reali hapi to hab a brother like u.. =)

I removed dat post..and tis whole entry is for u..lolz..hapi ba.. =b

Happy 2nd bday JERON HENG =D

2008-09-02T22:45:00.004+08:00

Tdy is Jeron's 2nd bday!! so fast..

We got him a small bakerzin's strawberry shortcake..becuz my family dun reali like cake dat much..so it's juz for the sake of gettin a cake for him to blow the candles..haha..but the cake is delicious.. =D

He's super hapi..haha..when we sing his bday song, he was tryin to sing it oso..n after dat clap..hahaha..happy little fellow..

Can't wait to eat the cake oready..haha..he's been aimin it since he gt back home..lolz..

Finally got to eat it..lolz..he ate quite alot..u see his size den u know oready.. =X

And of cuz, tdy is the 2nd bday of my fav toy..PEANUT (wana know y tis name..see my blog..2yrs ago dat one.. =X)..bought him on the day dat jeron was born..coincidence ba..bought peanut in the afternoon den jeron was born after dat..so dey share the same bday..peanut meant alot to me..juz like the person who gave it to me..but now, i'm onli left wif him..

I lurv Jeron Heng.. =)

No need to be siti anymore..

2008-09-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

I GOT A JOB OREADY! =D

Ytd i think i'm too 'excited'..i cant slp..i went to bed at 11pm..but i end up slpin at around 2am again..so u can imagine how tired i am..BUT i am nt alone.. *haha* cuz before dat, orange has been msgin me..so when i cant slp, he cant go to slp oso la..until he accomplished his mission..opps.. =X

Thanks to gor..i forced him to say 'gd luck' to me.. =( so bad..haha! den will be my zen..she's feelin guilty dat she din give me back my shirt on time..haha..but it's reali ok la..den will be quan ge..super informative (did i use the rite word? =b )..he msged me tis mornin juz in time to add some more 'courage' in me.. *lolz* den my mum..the most supportive mum in the world..i've nt been workin for 1mth n she din even ask me to go find a job..haha..and of cuz, the most 'encouragin' orange..for tryin to psycho me from 9pm till 1am dat everythin will be alright..the one dat i remembered most was, he said 'we r born ready'.. *haha*

Okie..so wat i predicted din come true afterall..okie nt all company will do dat..so, i agreed to work for tis one..dun wana tell u which company..u'll be scared of me..but i promise, i wont haunt u..haha..so if u wana know, ask me ba..

Anyway, i reali like the gal dat interviewed me tis mornin..at 1st, i think i am a bit nervous..or was it the air con was reali dat cold..haha..but the moment i know she's the one to interview me, i dun feel anythin oready..she's hmm..gt the qin que gan..somethin like dat..haha..the 1st thing she said after lookin at my resume is 'hey i live at wdl oso'.. *lolz* so becuz of her, i think i shld try tis job..haha..no la..is becuz after she told me wat my job is abt, i quite like it.. =)

So, it's the end of my slacker life..by tis week..so suddenly i've the urge to clear everythin dat is 'ai yan' to me..1st..clean the mini fan..2nd..change bedsheet all dat..3rd..wash all my soft toys..4th..take out all the clothes dat i din wear oready..and i think i am old.. *haha* backachin..omg rite.. =b

And i talked alot to my mum tdy..super lurvin it.. *haha* guess she's gonna miss me when i go back to work..haha..afterall, i've been accompanyin her everyday for 1mth oready..haha..=D

interview.. =)

2008-08-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

After i din go interview for one million yr, i've to go for interview tml..lolz..actually..i dun wana lie..i am more interested in another job.. =X but becuz cheryl oready arranged for it so i think i shld go la..even thou i am nt interested in the job, i'll still be nervous..haha..nt say i am totally nt interested in it la..juz dat, i doubt it..haha!! i'll update tml if wat i predicted is true..becuz juz now kendrick oso said 'i oso hab a candidate going to *arhem* to interview for admin..how come *arhem* need so many admin ar?' *LOLZ* =b

I shld slp early..but somehow, i juz cant slp..it's been 1mth since i went to slp at 10pm..haha..i shld adjust my timin back oready.. dunno if it's nervous, or i slpt too much juz now..wahahaha~ i din meant to..but i was playin my ds on my bed n before i know it, i zzz..hehe..

And, i'm lookin forward to thursday..gor u better remember it..i'll bring my ds along..and of cuz, ur bery bery late bday present..haha..ok ok..i'll put it rite on top of the table so dat i wont be able to forget to bring it out again..OKIE.. =D

WALL-E

2008-08-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

yes, i am bery in lurv wif wall e now..think he's the sweetest one on earth n outer space too! =D

Ytd when Jermaine was in sch, we bought Jeron out..haha..the poor boy..he seldom get to go out..so it's like, everythin is new to him n he is so curious abt EVERYTHIN! *haha* unlike Jermaine who's been to almost everywhere, think tis is the 1st time Jeron got to travel so 'far'..we bought him to bugis to pray.. =)

After dat, i went to meet meijuan, yinkei n ah lee @ cwp..we'd dinner at kfc while waitin for ah lee to reach..she..kept sayin 15mins but 1hr later oso haben reach.. *lolz* so by the time we finished everythin, it's abt time to go for movie..watched wall-e..nt much conversation but to me, i felt dat it's still worth watchin.. ^_^

Den, i went down to mac to meet zen n yan..dat 'mc' ger is habin burgers for her so called dinner..haha.. =X den dey told me dat before i go down, a poor guy drank a cup of coffee wif a fly inside.. *lolz* n he drink almost half a cup oready..if i were him, i think, i'll cry..haha..i mean, u dunno where the fly been to..toilet? =X

Den nth else to do (wdl is a super duper boring place) so we went hm to play game..haha..slpt quite late but woke up super early..jermaine la..despites my mum's 'warnin', she still come 'ah yi~~~~ ah yi~~~~'.. -_-" so u can imagine how i feel now..

Supposed to meet zen n ruixin at cwp for lunch..cuz juz now ruixin msg me if wana go out..but in the end, we decided to meet another day..so now..i reali feel like slpin..hahaha!! hab been waitin for the rain to stop..wana burn things for my ah gong..tdy is the last day of chinese 7th mth..time flies..

Oh my..i'm hungry.. =X again.. =D *HAHA*

slacker's life..

2008-08-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

so sinful..i've wasted 1mth of my life, practically doing nothin..ok la, at least i think i quitted at the rite time..i need some time to recover..at least i am nt workin n do nt hab to suppress my feelings when i've to force myself to concentrate at work..it's a torture..like wat happened during may..nvm..it's over now..

ok..tml onward muz start to make myself useful..actually gonna be bery busy..mornin pray to my grandpa..den bring jeron out wif mum n sis to buy bday present for him..den meet mei juan dey all for dinner..den after dat go take my shirt from xz..den hab to take passport size photo as well..etc etc..so many many things..

suddenly, i wish i can start workin n studyin now..cuz now i've too much time to think abt too many things..it hurts to think abt it..but sometimes, it's juz out of my ctrl..but nvm..like i always said, experience makes u stronger..

i'm stronger now..now i can make decisions on my own, i can go home alone, i dun cry so easily now, i think of how to save my own com when it dies, i solve my own problem, etc etc..i'm strong again..nt someone who needs to rely on him for everythin..

=D

If.. ...

2008-08-28T17:15:00.002+08:00

If u think u reali lurv me..
if u think dat u wana be wif me..
if u think dat i am the ger u wan..
if u can onli think abt it..
dun say u lurv me now..

tell me dat,
50yrs later..

i'll believe u..

dun say u lurv me now..

Liquid Kitchen..

2008-08-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

*hmm* i happened to see the website again..still feel like going.. *haha* reali dunno y i am so fascinated by it..but, i reali wana go..i wana go i wana go i wana go!! crazy..haha..someone promised to bring me there..but in the end he nv..nvm..one day i'll bring myself there.. =b

Tis week, there will be IT show..wont be going thou..last time i'm always so on to go there was onli becuz someone wana go..but now, dun hab to go le ba..always alot of ppl..and i'll get stepped minimum 10times before i get out of dat place..damn suai..but i still miss going there..

Next mth onwards i'll be busy..cant enjoy life anymore.. *CRY*

Happy bday.. ...

2008-08-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

Okie, in the end, i still celebrated bday for him..nt reali..cuz no presents, no cake, no nothin..i onli treat him dinner..but he gave me present..he bought the perfume dat i like alot..i wanted to pay him back but he dun wan.. *haiz* he said it's becuz he promised to buy for me last time..

Anyway, still no outcome..becuz he still cant let me feel secure..all i ever asked for is a bf dat can let me feel secure n trust..u wan my trust is easy..but dun ever betray me..cuz it'll be so hard to get back my trust after dat..esp when u did it so many times..well, in the end, he failed..

Actually i wondered..if eve was created from one of adam's rib, woman's body system shld be workin fine rite? But y do i've the lingering ache in my heart when i missed him..did God took out anythin from eve oso?

Happy bday to u..all the best to u..hope i din spoilt ur bday becuz actually i dun intend to talk abt all tis..i was thinkin, since u asked me to go eat dinner wif u, dun mention anythin abt it..juz be normal..so all the while i din said anythin..until u wana talk abt it..in the train, i felt like i wana cry liao..cuz i dunno when i'll see him again..n i wana hug him..but i nv..but i din cry oso..

Hey, i'm gettin stronger now.. =)

Recently..dunno y..gt so many pimples..think it's becuz i cant slp well n always slp late..and, i know i am young but plz la, stop it.. *hehe* so before it get worse, i went to fancl to buy their acne care essence..for me, it works la..cuz my skin is rather sensitive..i'm super duper allergic to alcohol..any pdt dat has even 0.01% of alcohol in it, i cant use..so, i luv fancl.. *HAHAHAHA*

And recently, ppl juz like to play wif my name..guess my name is too 'unique'.. *puke* since last time dey said dey'll luv me when dey play mahjong, till i become 'goat will win', den evil lyn den 150, etc etc..and now..i show u..

i was tellin quan ge abt the adam story..haha..he said..
"haha.. u go find 1 then force him to take adam as his christian name lor.. but y adam? U not eve wat.. u are evelyn.. so u must change to eve completely bê finding adam… if not he cant recognize u. lolx"

-____-" the evil lyn is oso he started one lor..hahahaha..

den the next one..think dun mention his name la..it's meant to be a joke from him la..so dun be too serious abt it..but i guess after i write his name le den he either get killed by ppl or i'll get killed by him when his potential gf saw tis..so call him mr 'orange-miss-u'.. =X

_____ said:
no mah... personal hygience mah.... i think dun call u siti call u shitty better
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
!!
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
so awful
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
DUN WAN
_____ said:
hahaha!!
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
i wan be evelyn
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
dun wana be siti or shitty le
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
Can?
_____ said:
but Evelyn is my future gf name leh.. u become Evelyn then must be my gf liao
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
oh is it
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
i din kn0w sir kn0w how to predict
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
den i be eve
_____ said:
but im also aka Wall.E le..... then u become my true love.. even more jialet
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
i decided le
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
my name is lyn
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
:p
_____said:
whatlyn
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
evelyn caNnot use..eve caNnot use
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
left lyn
_____ said:
the ger sitting beside me also call lyn leh
_____ said:
dun hai me mix up
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
is it..haha
_____ said:
how about Darling? sound coolz sia

even more -__________-"

K la..shld slp early..ytd i was unable to slp..330am i still still wide awake..den in the mornin, my dear little jeron came so early so i've to wake up early as well..omg..dat little terror..but i still lurv him no matter wat..esp when he call me 'ah yi'..haha.. =b

N thkz to ah drick ytd..haha..he can sensed dat i am nt ok ytd when talkin at msn..i tot i sounded ok..he's been a superman..study, work, dating n still hab to give attention to his 'shi lian' frenz..haha..

But dun wori ok..i'll be ok..life is short ma..be happy..

GDNITE..

New blogskin & 'Weekly Routine' =b

2008-08-25T22:00:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Gaia for my new blogskin..i like it alot..i like tis kinda color combination n settin..thkz thkz~ most importantly, things dat made me hapi, i guess it'd still be becuz u made the blogskin for me.. *hehe* =)

Tdy zhen is sick so i accompanied her to see doctor..the doctor.. *hai* dunno how he gt his licence..reali..bwg..everythin 'ok ok' den nv even take her temperature.. -_- quake doctor.. =X haha..den we went to pasta mania..ate the chocolate banana pizza..nt reali dat nice now..the last time i ate it, dat was like so many yrs ago.. *haha*

Before i went out, i was talkin to ah gong..he suggested wat i shld do everyday so i will value my life by making it worthwhile..haha..he's been askin me to be a yellow banana.. -_-" sounds funny rite..he said yellow means optimistic, bright, cheerful, sunny, abit gay but overall gd color..haha..see wat he says..

-=Richard=- said:
for a start, u can start helping yr mum do housechores and give her a big hug... then go find yr friends for dinner and go shopping...
-=Richard=- said:
first day enjoyment.. 2nd day work... go to library and dig up those very interesting finance and accounting books and start chewing on them
-=Richard=- said:
repeat what u did on 2nd day on 3rd, 4th and 5th day
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
huh..i caNt repeat day1 again?
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
lol
-=Richard=- said:
u still got 6th and 7th day mah
-=Richard=- said:
so kan chiong for what
-=Richard=- said:
6th is shaking leg day...(do what ever u want) then 7th is family day
-=Richard=- said:
repeat this rountine until u start sch hor... guai
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
huh u din include a day dat i caN find my adam
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
haha
-=Richard=- said:
6th lor.... do watever u want to do mah

-=Richard=- said:
u can look for adam, tom, dick or harry also no problem
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
lol
-=Richard=- said:
hahaha
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
i wan find a adam to luv me
[ E v 3 L y N ] Give n accept wat u've tdy..there maybe no tml.. said:
dun wan tom dick harry
-=Richard=- said:
hey... who say tom, dick and harry don't know how to love sia...

LOL..sounds like a gd plan..

he even fight for tom dick n harry..haha..ok i know..nt onli adam can lurv me..haha..k i'll wait patiently for until the right one comes to me..no more blues..juz be me..

i used to be happy..i missed my secondary sch life so much..guess dat's the best part of my life..ppl who knows me..u all knew dat before i went to poly, i used to be bery optimistic n yes, i've confidence too..unbelievable rite? i dun wana be so pessimistic n sensitive..like wat i am now..PPL plz make me happier.. =b

tml is his bday..after celebrating for him for so many yrs, tml he wont be spendin it wif me..he wont wan me to celebrate for him either..i dun wana know he's wif who tml..i'm nt interested..i told him i dun wana take back my things..no, i am not being crazy..neither am i angry..i juz dun wana take back things dat reminds me of him..juz leave me alone..i knew u dun lurv me anymore..but plz be kind enuff to nt hurt me some more..

i din realise..such a long post..i'm gettin more n more naggy rite? haha..and ya, i finished my bubble tea oso..and the jack neo, mark lee n hui ge is below my block..singing for the ge tai la..dey r singing 'if dey've 1million' dat song..is superb LOLZ..nw hui ge sings malay version of it.. *WAHAHAHA* buay tahan..

Gdnite ppl..thkz for readin.. =D

IRON MAN 12 inches MARK III collectible figure

2008-08-24T21:36:00.006+08:00

IRON MAN 12 inches MARK III collectible figure

It's meant to be a bday present..but nw, it wont be anymore..since i am nt his lurv, nt his angel, nt his future..i'll work hard, study hard, enjoy my life, etc etc..den i'll wait for my adam to appear.. =)

I gave up on u oready..wish u all the best wif ur new gf..

[Ps. the song is nt meant for him..it's onli becuz i like tis song..]

Adam n eve story..

2008-08-24T18:55:00.002+08:00

Some of u may oready knew this story..but worth readin again..God made eve out of one of adam's rib..but is nt to let eve be the slave for adam..is for him to cherish her becuz no man will hurt his own flesh..for when she's gone, u may feel the pain..

The Missing Rib

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?

Boy: You, of course!

Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib.

It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.

However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years went by...

He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you?

Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.

Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.

Good bye...

One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.

Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.

Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today.

-THE END-

Ytd i'm reali feelin bery ________ .

DUnno wat's the word to describe my feelin..so i was talkin to lawrence..i told him to make me cry..he tried..kept sayin things to hurt me la..but it's like i knew he din meant it so i cant cry..dunno if it's becuz of dat..i juz cant cry..or mayb i am dead oready..

Sakae

2008-08-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

Dragged zhen to eat dinner juz nw..haha..cuz she's reali tired..she worked till 3am den reached hm..n no ot..haha..omg..iphone is so gd meh? reali dun understand..so she din eat for the whole day n slpt whole day..haha..din eat alot..ate 15plates n green tea onli..mayb too hungry oready..by the time we go for dinner is oready abt 845pm..

think i'm gettin old..recently nagged so much n keep feelin tired..dunno y oso..juz bored..nvm i'll get used to it..next yr wnt be so gd life oready..gt to make full use of my another 3mths.. =D

Decisions..

2008-08-23T13:23:00.004+08:00

I din go..decided to nt to meet him..last nite din get to slp..my hse, like World War III..so now, i'm having headache..n ok, u r single..u still wana flirt ard, ok fine, it's nt my problem..i cant stop u..but dun do it in front of me..u know? sometimes i dun even know when u r tellin me the truth, when u r lying to me again..

n even when we r still together, when he's still in army dat time..i am dat stupid idiot dat was by his side, going thru his army wif him..and u know wat? other than friendster, any other those profile kinda things, he is single..ya single for so many yrs when he's wif me..k tis is childish..but when u've a gf, n u r still msgin gals, askin them for msn or hp no., dunno if u gt go out wif them or watever u did, alex teo, u tell me, are u too much?

now he's sayin i am the one flirtin ard..kendrick, he said i'm flirtin wif u, u know? n gor, he oso said i am flirtin wif u.. *haiz* did i go out wif any guys? did i talk to them like how i talk to u? did i treat them like how i treat u? i nv..i nv even talk to any guys on the phone ok..but he still says i am flirtin ard..wat hab i done? dun make me sounds like i am u..

ok..i'm leavin u..u heard me? i say i am leavin u..

i rather be alone..

i feel like going joggin again.. *haiz* but doctor advise me to nt go joggin becuz it makes me loss even more weight..but, i feel so frustrated..did i use the rite word? dunno..

i feel like killin ppl..

Moo Moo's Yr2009 fate.. (predicted)

2008-08-23T13:00:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be an etremely long post..if u r nt a moo moo, dun read.. *haha* quan ge tis one u cant read le..if u wan, i forward to u the rat one k..lolz..it's quite true la, i believe..

【二○○九己丑年肖牛運程】
　　屬牛的你，去年運勢強勁，可說一時無兩，事事稱心順意。但希望你知道要居安思危，不會因為好運降臨而樂極忘形，因為踏入牛年，你犯上本命年，命宮有眾多凶星埋伏，缺乏吉星解救、助運，所以全年的運程都會反覆不定，做事波折重重、危機四伏，必須要小心應付。

[ conclusion: nt gonna be a gd yr la.. *haha* i'm gd at doing summary.. =X ]

【事業】
　　流年命犯太歲，人事關係和事業發展都不能順心隨意，加上今年命宮見「劍鋒」，而由於這顆凶星主有刀光和鬥爭，因此在牛年中，你在公司裏必然與同事之間有一番龍爭虎鬥；而不幸的是，你將會是失敗者。另外，「黃旛」凶星加臨，令你時常失魂落魄，做事不能集中精神，影響工作表現。
　　不過，流年又見一顆「華蓋」星，表示從事藝術創作、出版文化和娛樂事業的牛人，將有機會發揮才華，邁向事業高峰。

[ conclusion: i'm nt into those artistic or entertainment one, so i guess juz work properly n keep low profile..all cow listen up, dun fight ok.. =b and the unable to concentrate at work part, i think it's gonna be true cuz next yr i'll hab so much to do..dun even know gt time to slp anot..haha.. ]

【財運】
　　肖牛的你，由於事業表現未如理想，正財收入難以增添，加上今年有「破碎」星出現，令你無法積聚錢財，即使賺得財富，也會因某些原因而令你完全耗掉，以致財來財去一場空。投資者避免短炒概念，在下注之前更要考慮再三；當然，沒有十足把握的話，最好忍手。另外，你缺乏理財之道，不懂管理金錢，以致收支更難達到平衡。

[ conclusion: dun buy toto or 4D..save the money..haha..n i think it's nt becuz i dunno how to save money..next yr gonna pay for sch fees ma..so it's true.. 'one hand in, the other hand out'.. *lolz* ]

【愛情】
　　由於「華蓋」的出現，故此今年你在感情路上大都是孤單一人，原因是「華蓋」既主才華，也主孤獨。已婚的你，容易與配偶因家庭瑣事或兒女問題發生爭執；蜜運中的牛人與愛侶聚少離多，令兩人感情由濃轉淡；年長者更防老伴身體欠安，要進醫院診治調理；至於未有對象的你，今年不宜追求觸摸不到的霧水情緣，努力工作才是上策。

[ conclusion: oh so sad..but it's true..even if i've a bf, i wont hab time for him next yr..n the single part, dun mention le ba..so, it's best i stay single next yr la..dat's wat dey tryin to say.. =X ]

【健康】
　　流年犯太歲，所謂「太歲當頭坐，無喜必有禍」，主牛人今年多憂心之事，也多心理壓力問題，加上有「伏屍」在旁，情況更加嚴重，所以你必須隨時留意身體的變化，健康問題不可掉以輕心。另外，「黃旛」凶星令你失魂落魄，駕車人士或行人過馬路時，容易發生交通意外，不可不防。

[ conclusion: ya alot of worries n stress..so dun add on to it oready ok? *haha* help me destress if u see me n when i am crossing the road, i'll open my eyes.. =X n dun wori, i haben get my driving licence yet..i haben take practical test..so u all r safe too.. =P ]

【二○○九己丑年天同錦囊】
　　你在己丑年正犯太歲，無論是事業、錢財、愛情、家庭或健康等方面的運程都並不理想，但你毋須過份氣餒。今年只要你能緊守工作崗位，作風低調；做好理財計劃，減少不必要開支；對伴侶和家人要處處關懷，主動溝通；處理健康問題要緊記病向淺中醫，自然可以減低太歲帶來的禍害，平穩過渡這個太歲年了。

[ summary: everythin wont be gd for a moo moo next yr..so do wat u shld do n dun expects too much..dun give up..when u r sick, remember to see doctor..take the initiative to talk to ur family n loved one if u ever had an arguement wif them..afterall, family will always be there for u no matter wat happened..well, the last sentence is i say one.. ^___^ ]

Gd luck to all the moo moo n me as well.. =D

to go or not to go.. ...

2008-08-23T01:25:00.001+08:00

actually..i dunno if i shld go anot..things dat can be done so easily in the past, now it seems to be so difficult..u know, the complicated feel..n actually, i dunno how much he meant to me now..i'm tryin bery hard to still treat him as a fren..the more i try, the more hurt i feel..

i like to play badminton..even thou' i'm so sux at it..complain abt the wind, complain abt the sun, complain abt everythin..actually is my skill is nt dat gd..but i used to be so lookin forward to it..but juz nw i rejected straight..i think, the motivation isn't there anymore..

and i think recently i can make ppl angry or irritates ppl so easily..tdy i successfully irritates 2 ppl..wow~ evelyn u r gettin better at it.. *haiz* ya i am always like dat..i knew wat u dun wana know/see/talk abt..i know..i'm nt dat stupid to nt get the hint..but i dun wana cheat u either..the other case, well, since the day i know him, there isn't a day dat we nv argue or even quarrel..so it's ok, i think..tml will be ok again.. =X

sometimes i reali dun like to be like dat..

lawrence told me to get a substitute.. -_-" dat's wat he said ytd i think..now u know y i say we're always talkin abt nonsense..wat ex woodlanders rocks..rock ur head..woodlanders always get cheated..haha..but i'll nv get a substitute..it's nt dat gd isn't it?

Omg..in the middle of the nite, i'm thinkin of thai express' seafood tom yam hor fun.. *lolz* my seafood pineapple fried rice..OMG..tom yam soup~ i miss u~ the last time i ate it was like so long ago..during may i think..when zhen n me took a bus to marina square at 8pm, n eat till dey close.. *haha*

k..slp..

Friday Night

2008-08-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

It's friday nite..i din get to go out..y? becuz of dat dumb dumb iphone again..ytd txz worked till 11pm+..omg..tdy she's gonna ot again..so, i juz stay at hm..talkin to quan ge, my ah gong n L (change the world).. =X *haha* k..silly..

Super boring friday nite..lucky i still hab ppl alive in my msn..haha..talkin nonsense to quan..even more nonsense to lawrence..and nt so much nonsense to ah gong.. *haha* kendrick went dating, zhen still workin ot, etc etc..everyone is so busy now..i wish i'll be busy too.. =X no la, i take back my words..haha..

K i go continue my mission impossible..

Email..

2008-08-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

Everyday i'll check my email..a few times per day..nt becuz i've nothin better to do..i juz hope u'll send an email to me..juz like last time when u r workin, u said u missed me so u send email to me..but i received none..dat day oso..u din reply my sms again..u know how much i hate someone for nt replyin my msg? esp when dat person meant alot to me..u'll nv look for me until i look for u..until i sms u den u'll give me the 'well i was abt to tell u, well i was abt to look for u, etc'..do u've anythin new?

U know, it's always like the guy will tell his gf 'call me when u reached the place' or 'sms me after u finished ur work'..the gf always do it faithfully..if she do nt hab time to sms him when she's habin lunch, the next moment she will get 'now u eat lunch oso dun bother to tell me or call me oready rite'..

But for a bf to his gal, things r always differ..like the above, the 'well i was abt to', the 'u called me when i was abt to call u..telepathy huh..', etc etc..like real..for all things he expected her to do, he do nt hab to do it himself..

Ya i'm behaving like an idiot..complainin things again..i'm juz bery tired..

I know, the moment i gave up on tis relationship, it's the end..cuz u dun hold on to it either..but i'm tired..so many broken promises..if u cant do wat u promised me, plz dun promise me anythin..becuz i always believe u when u promise me anythin..but i am more scare of the disappointment after dat..

Well, i guess, it's time i move on..

My eyes wont be swollen anymore..

iphone..haha dunno wat title to put there..

2008-08-21T17:11:00.003+08:00

Okie..i'm reali hungry..dunno y..the more i eat, more hungry..haha..txz wat time u'll finish work..wait for u to eat dinner is a torture.. =X some more u nv reply my sms..ignore the dumb dumb iphone..go home!! haha..

sometimes when we touch..

2008-08-21T00:37:00.003+08:00

My fav song..if u wan the song, ask me..

SOMETIMES WHEN WE TOUCH

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

If.. ...

2008-08-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

If u miss me..will u tell me?
I miss u..
Reali miss u alot..
I miss waking up every mornin n see ur sms..
I miss sms-ing u everytime i go out..
I miss u callin me when u r free at work..
I miss ur sms tellin me to be guai n eat more..
I miss talkin to u on the phone..
I miss hearin u say u miss me..
I miss eatin wif u..
I miss the way u trf ur food from ur plate to mine..
I miss seeing ur name in my hp..
I miss all the places dat i went wif u..
I miss sms-ing u tellin u nt to be late..
I miss playin games wif u..
I miss slpin on ur shoulder when u send me hm..
I miss the way u say i am silly..
I miss the way u wear ur spects..
I miss readin ur blog..
I miss going out for supper wif u..
I miss going to east coast wif u..
I miss cycling wif u..
I miss the way u hug me..
I miss the way u kiss me..
I miss the way u look at me..
I miss the way u pretend to be angry wif me..
I miss the way u pretend to be slpin when i wana wake u up..
I miss the way u laugh..
I miss talkin to u till i slp..
I miss u nagging at me..
I miss the milo dat u always make for me..
I miss the way u say u lurv me..
I miss seeing ur sms..
I miss ur singing..
I miss ur bedtime story..
I miss the way u wide away my tears..
I miss the way u say 'can we dun quarrel anymore?'..
I miss the way u feed me..
I miss the way u watch tv..
I miss the way u tell me wat happened for the day..
I miss alot alot of things abt u..
I reali miss u alot alot..
But y do u hab to hurt me..

Stupid me..

2008-08-20T21:51:00.004+08:00

I did the stupidest things in my life..

I sms him if he missed me..

Obviously, he dun..

I so hate myself..

He wan me to celebrate his bday wif him on sunday..

But nt on his bday..

*haiz*

It'll be the last time..

I promise..

2nd Blog Loyal Fan

2008-08-19T15:32:00.002+08:00

Opps..i forgot i've someone who will read my blog every mornin when he's at work..so i din mentioned him last nite..and after he read it, he sent in an email to complain immediately.. T___T

The email goes like tis..

"Ya lor.. I’m so gd lor.. Not only ur gor treat u gd hor. Hahahaha.. coze ur blog nev mention me.. so I must haunt u everyday now. Hahahahaha.

No la. Kidding.. just wish u gd morning only. Showing my care and concern! Haha.. :)

Wheres ur resolution sia.. how can slp late.. u wan me give u morning call? I can call n haunt u at 6 am everyday de. Lolx

Ytd go pray ah? Now got feeling huat or not? Go buy TOTO lei..count me in..I buy $2. Win liao.. I can dun need work for a long period liao. lolx"

HAHAHA!! Quan ge..i'm sry..but when i said dat all guys r all jerks, i did tell u dat u r nt included n i apologised ma..hehe..thkq for ur email every mornin..i'll jia you.. =D

U ppl..keep makin me wana cry..the 1000 n 1 ways to tell me u all care abt me..my candy, yun yun, zen, gor gor, ah quan, della, kendrick, mei zhen, lawrence, etc etc..opps..using etc etc is it too insincere? haha..but i am too STRONG..so i din cry.. =b

Ppl..dun play mahjong wif him..before i end tis post..i let u see one more email from him..

"Hahaha. Blog abt me? Wan say bad words abt me huh? Better write gd things hor. If not I spam ur email. Lolx

I oso kill u if u call me at 3am! And why are u still not asleep at tat time? Tot u say wan slp early? Haha..

I nev pray toto la.. actually I nev go temple pray now oso.. oh no.. no wonder this work so suxy..haha

I think u will have a lot of luck in gamble now lei.. coze 情场失意，赌场得意。Last last time, I like tat, I every majong game oso win de. Haha.. wan wat tile got wat tile lolx..我在麻将桌杀个片甲不留。 Lolx! so we go combine buy toto? Sure Huat de la! lolx"

Now u ppl know who to choose for ur mahjong kakis? =X

Juz for awhile.. ...

2008-08-19T00:21:00.006+08:00

Tadoy i'm hpapy msot of the tmie..I wnet soinhppg wtih zhen..I was tyirng to be hppay..But wehn we wree on the way hmoe..Wehn tniyrg to selep in the tiarn..I cnat hlep fleieng usept..Wehn i got hmoe..I lgoin to fierntesr..He cahnegd his polrife..I cnat hlep gtitneg sad aagin..Do you udernanstd waht siht i'm tniyrg to tlel you? It's turtronig me..

K i shld stop my nonsense..but u'll understand wat i typed..if ur IQ is nt dat bad..it takes time to understand wat an idiot is tryin to tell the world..yes, i am dat idiot..

LET GO..LET GO..y i juz cant ~~bloody~~ let go..5yrs..for the ~~bloody~~ 5yrs, there's nv a day u're nt in my heart..but, i'm nt the one dat's always in ur heart..ur bday..do i've to wori who'll celebrate for u tis yr? think she'll celebrate ur bday rite? my bday..u always forget it..it's always a belated bday present..the present..like i care if there's any present..i onli asked for a bday card..but thing is, u always forget..vday flower too expensive forget it..xmas present too expensive forget it..all holiday is too expensive..my bday is nt a public holiday..

Gor..i miss u..sry i always missed ur call..u call me when i am slpin, bathing, eating, etc..i reali dunno y so heng..but i'm sry..guess i am the worst sister in tis world rite..if i call u, plz dun scold me le k? i wana look for u..but u live so ~~far~~ near..

Tdy..no mood to shop..nvm..another day will be a better day! =D

[1.23am] i gt an sms..i reali lurv my gor gor so much..haha..like u 24hrs read my blog..haha..the most forgiving brother in tis world..yes, u r my 'exposed' guardian angel..when u come back to singapore, 1st thing is look for me k..remember u promised to 'cry' wif me together one..i'll wait for u to come back.. =) [1.30am]

Cactus..

2008-08-17T23:57:00.007+08:00

KENDRICK BOUGHT ME A CACTUS..

He said there's a meaning for it..

U'll die of laughing when u know it..

He said..

He wan me to be as strong as a cactus..

Okie tis one is fine..

BUT he said he wan me to remain as cute as the cactus!!

OMG.. -_-"

Since when a cactus is cute? (U)

But i appreciates it..

HAHA!

He asked me to find someone who lurvs me as i am..

Cuz i told him i wana change myself..

I feel..so..touched..

For a moment onli.. =b

LOLZ..

But no..

He's onli my best fren..

Haha..

KENDRICK KOH KHEE TIA..

U know wat?

I'm so glad i've u n zhen in my life..

Woohoo~

U muz be bery proud rite now..

HAHAHA!

Happy dating wif ur *arhem arhem* =D

All the best..

I'll always help u..

MUAHAHAHA!!

^___^

Life goes on..

2008-08-17T20:20:00.005+08:00

U know..wat guys meant to me? no offence..but all r jerks to me..

Guys..dey say dey lurv u alot..dey cant live without u..even for one min..after dey gt tired of u..dey dun protect u anymore..or mayb dey din protect u before..so dey started hurtin u..den dey say dey feel sry for hurtin u..make u believe dey still lurv u, believe u still meant alot alot to him..so u started to lurv him so damn deeply again..but guys, dey forever can nv be satisfied..their heart will wander again..and once again, yes, dey managed to hurt u again..dey juz like to see u, hurt n upset..

u deprive happiness from my misery..

Quan ge n gor, i'm sry if u read tis..

actually i've been tryin to be normal..he doesn't even feels anythin when i finally decided to leave him..y muz i make myself so miserable? i've been tellin ppl, treat me as a normal person..dat day *arhem* asked me to think abt y i dun wana leave him..i din ans him but he guessed it all correctly..haha..

Guess i needa focus on other things rite? he's rite..i lost him equals to i lost my support..he's been the one dat i've been depending on for the past few yrs..so i gotta be independent..will nv believe there's any other guys dat i can depends on..it's always better to depend on urself becuz u'll nv hurt urself..

1st of all, get a job..ya, i can start lookin for one oready since i've oready rest for 2weeks le..but i'd quality rest..spent time wif ppl i luv..tdy jermaine told me she luv me..haha..although it's becuz i always bring her out, buy things for her, let her play my ds lite, etc, i know she din lie..kids dun lie..at least when she says she lurv me, it's from her heart..u get me?

Tml onwards, start everythin fresh!! i shld get a life..quit slpin late, quit skippin meals, quit feelin sad for myself, quit wakin up late, etc etc..to stop lurvin a guy dat u've lurv so deeply for so many yrs is like askin a smoker to quit smokin after he has been smokin for so many yrs..i like comparing things tis way..lolz..it's easier to let ppl get the idea..am i rite?

Learn to appreciate n luv myself 1st before i want someone else to lurv me rite? i got it.. =D

Life..

2008-08-17T01:12:00.002+08:00

U asked me to be fair to u..but were u fair to me? i told u wat happened n u doubt me? u made my life miserable enuff...when u wana stop?

Peaceful life =)

i am troublesome.. =b

搬家了

omg..

Tml TGIF again!

看星星 =)

=)

=(

No breakfast tml mornin =(

Branded goods..

=)

My superman..

你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落

Old le..

Tdy nt going home..LOL!

>____________<

Cant Slp.. LOL..

TGIT = Pre TGIF

不要你离开...

6th day..

5th day..

^_^

=)

i lurv blogger.. =X

不该在这时才说爱你..

Best brother..

Friday nite..

Chemistry lesson..

天亮了...

No title de title..title-less..

=)

Zzzzz......

=)

SUNDAY!

i am nt superwoman..

haiz..

Pre TGIF.. ^_____^

Gone case..

我累了...

Super slpy monday..

SUNDAY!!

Saturday!!

Romantic dao bu ke yi... =X LOL!!

Boring children day.. =b

CHILDREN DAY!

Monday...blue blue blue...

I dun wana be unhappy..

>__<

Wah..tired..LOL

TGIF again!

My poor little hp...

Rainy days...i lurv...

100th POST!!

Decisions..

Hmmm...

Happy Bday YUN YUN!! =D

我喜欢的样子你都有

Lively blog..LOL

2nd day of work..

Somebody save me~

Sianzation.. ...

Alive n kickin..

HMmMmmmm.......

Kids...most scary..

BREAK RECORD!!

Friday le.. T___T

TOO FAST!!

Oh My Tian.. HAHA..

Hmm..

CANNOT CALM DOWN!!

'mornin-mare'

again n again n again..haha..

Singing queen.. =b

I'm officially Employed.. hehe..

Brother day.. =)

Happy 2nd bday JERON HENG =D

No need to be siti anymore..

interview.. =)

WALL-E

slacker's life..

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落